♥Sunday, January 10, 2010♥
im fuckinq tired . crious shit .
just now went to work . left my house around 5.25 pm .
tuhh dahh lambat qiler siaak . huumpfts !
tyty uhh . lambat siap . qrrr .
haha . faaaake !
reached work , dudok pat dalam office , naak past time nyer pasal .
haahaa . talk-talk with indah . my manaqer .
then started work around 7pm+ , busy qiler siaak .
penat siots . taak dapat minom air pon siol !
hais . work-work-work , dahh closinq time , uwaat closinq .
then dahh biz closinq , tukar kasut and stuffs .
ajak luv nqaan indah isaap roks pat bawa .
qy bawa , lina pon ader .
yanq ader paat bawa :
riders : terri , erwin , muqu , sundar nqaan noor .
and also , me , luv , lina and indah .
isaap roks , bubal mpek-mpek kiter , then naek store .
went to toilet , then went in store .
dahh naak aylek taw . somethinq happened .
hais . cause my work sluar , i fold . and can see my anqkonq .
luv nampak . while i was sayinq byee to indah , luv looked at me .
and she asked me , whaats thaat ? and i was lyk , errrr . aper ?
haha . then she asked me to follow her . so i did .
we sit pat one of th sofa seats .
dudok , then she asked me , " aper tuhh pat kaki ? "
and im lyk , " errr . heehee . taakde paper lahh . "
then she was lyk , " janqaan naak typu lahh ita . hais . "
and im lyk , " heehee . sorry ): "
luv : biler uwaat ?
me : errr , a few days back ):
luv : asaal uwaat ?
me : hmmm . pasaal dahh salah uwaat . then qy kedai betolkan ):
luv : to youuh , lawa taak ?
me : no ):
luv : then ? dahh tawuuk taak lawa , whyy youuh do ??
me : then dahh tersalah uwaat seyy . taakkan naak biarkan star cacat at my leq seyy ):
luv : saper suwo uwaat in th first place ?! bodow kan .
me : i know . im sorry luv ):
luv : taakpe . its already done .
me : im sorry ):
and then we had some talks which i wont share here uhh .
and tears rolled down my cheeks .
cause i told her , losinq a qirlfy hurts more than losinq a boyfy .
i rather lose a boyfriend then losinq a qirlfy .
because me and luv , we're not th same as before .
we're not as close as before . we were very close before seyy .
somethinq happened , and now we are in this condition .
and trust me , im really hurt by whaat happened .
hais . i miss those time with youuh luv . youuh were always there for me .
when tears rolled down my cheeks , youuh were th one who made me stop cryinq .
and when tears rolled down youuhre cheeks , i was th one who made youuh stop cryinq .
hais . i miss those time with youuh luv . why cant we be lyk before .
hais ):
enouqh of pedih-pedih-inq , haahaa (:
continue-tinq , after work , went home , chanqed and waited for tyty bby to reach .
then went to R.plaza . eat mac with mama and tyty .
otw to R.plaza , saw an (: wanto and th other kfc riders .
walked passed them and they kacau-kacau us .
whaat th hell -.-"
haahaa . eat-eat , talk-talk with mama and tyty then went home .
when we reached home , it was already about 2am+ .
slack at home awhile then went off to myt ikelSPADE pat punqqol park .
haahaa . me and tyty walked there (:
and quess whaat people ! i touched a cat for th very first time !
cause for those people who are close to me , they know thaat im VERY VERY scared of cats .
but i touched one just now ! its still small . and so damn fuckinq cutee !
crious ! and i touched it lyk im not even scared of cats .
haahaa !
slack-slack with ikelSPADE and tyty at punqqol park playqround .
talk shit with them . kekek oi . bubal pasal bende-bende mpek yanq kiter penah nampak .
hahaa ! lepak until about 6am+ , time passed by lyk so damn fast siaa .
i think cause after mytinq ikel , me and tyty was qoinq to myt an and wanto .
haahaa ! then me and tyty went off . walked back to my block .
while walkinq , wanto called , and he said an dahh aylek .
dier kater an penat sanqat . dahh taak bleyy tahan ):
sedeh siaa . taak dapat jumper dier . qrrr .
tapy taakpe lahh . there's always a next time . heehee (:
so i went home . tyty lepak with wanto under my block .
and now here i am . at home .
and tyty pon baru juqak naek . she's now in th toilet -.-"
i think i want to chanqe for th better uhh .
i want to drop all th bad stuffs i've been doinq .
drinkinq , shaake-inq , ton-inq , tattoo-inq and clubbinq .
i want to drop everythinq . and im crious .
i dont know whyy but i just feel lyk chanqinq .
hais . i hope i can uhh .
and quess whaat an told wanto .
an said thaat im actually okaayy . cumer salah campor .
and he dont lyk yanq i qot anqkonq and i shaake .
hais . and maybe thaats one of th reasons whyy i want to chanqe .
not only for my family and luv , but also for an . hmm .
im qrowinq older now , if i dont chanqe now , when am i qoinq to chanqe ?
i dont want to be lyk this forever . one dayy or rather i have to chanqe .
i know it takes time . a lot of time . but i'll work my way thru .
its hard for me to drop whaat i've been doinq . but i have to tryy .
mama , iloveyouuh loads ! i know thaat all this time i've been troble-inq youuh .
i've dissapointed youuh alot of times . im sorry . i will try my best to chanqe . i promise .
abah , i've let youuh down alot of times . im sorry . all th thinqs thaat i've been doinq ,
made youuh think thaat theres no more hope for me to chanqe . i'll prove to youuh bah .
i'll chanqe . and youuh can keep my promise this time . i wont let youuh down aqain iloveyouuh bah !
an , be patient ayee . i know youuh dont lyk see-inq me do all this nonsence .
qive me time , i'll chanqe for youuh . i promise (:
luv , i've dissapoint youuh sayanq . and im sorry .
i know i was different when i first joined pizzahut . and now im becominq worst .
im sorry luv , i'll chanqe to th old me . i promise .
im promise-inq alot of people . and if i dont chanqe , i'll dissapoint a hell lot of people .
i wont dissapoint all of youuh ayte (:
tyty bby , chanqe with me will youuh ?
but not now lahh . it takes time . if youuh are willinq to qo thru this with me ,
our relationship will be even stronqer .
as friends and as cuzzies (: we'll work our way thru bby (:
okaayy lahh . im tired of typinq , so i think i'll past th comp to tyty bby .
chow (: takinq cares (:
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