♥Tuesday, February 23, 2010♥
21.02.2010 ,
myt baby under my block , then dudokdudok awhile .
went off to baby's crib , and waited for eyyabby and fyq to reach .
while waitinq for them , tolonq baby with her hair (:
*smiles*
then eyya and fyq pon sampai (:
lepaklepak , lauqhlauqh , sinqsinq , recordrecord .
eyyabby and fyq went off first .
so left mi and baby .
mi and baby talked about some stuffs .
then ai went off , back to senqkanq (:
reached senqkanq , myt Tytybby .
myt her at plaza , but then ai went homey first .
and she myt mi outside my homey .
first lepak outside my homey , then went in . haha !
*winks*
tired lahh dudok pat luar .
was like chaatinq with eyyabby , and lookinq at tyty sleep .
whaat the hell -.-"
and yeaah , someone spammed my bloq .
ai know who did it . but neverynd . its okaay .
ai'm not mad at thaat person .
youuh must be wonderinq why ai'm not even mad .
haha .
ai simply dont care . cause ai know myself better .
and dosent mean ai'm like this , means no one loves mi for who ai am ryte .
so yeaah , ai dont really care . and ai'm NOT hurt by whaat they said to mi .
like criously . cause to mi , thaats like so inmature .
kaay enouqh of thaat .
so yesterday ,
22.02.2010 ,
slept witth tytybby at my homey until about 6pm plus siul .
lambat pahh kiter banquun .
haha !
was damn tired siul , like criously .
actually already planned to myt baby , but then somethinq came up .
and besides ai woke up late too .
mmy asked mi to stay home , spend time with family .
so ai did . and baby , sorry ddnt qet to myt youuh today ):
but will surely myt youuh later on after youuh finish school kaay (:
hais .
ai was like chaatinq with eyyabby just now ,
and he online siul .
at least ai thouqht it was him .
but it wasnt . he's friend was usinq his msn .
whaat the hell -.-"
ai teqor him , cause ai ddnt know it was his friend .
cause mmy suwo kirim salam dier , so ai told him mmy kirim salam .
then the replied . sayinq thaat he's not naz .
cheeeetot !
ended up talkinq to his friend . hais .
his friend made mi think of him siul .
his friend asked mi whaat happened to mi and him ,
so ai told his friend everythinq thaat happened .
tears started to fall , and his friend told mi some words which made mi feel better .
but still , ai was cryinq . cause aimisshim siak .
hais )':
thaanks to his friend , cause he made mi feel better .
hais .
why must thinqs end up this way ??
this wasnt how ai expected it to be siul .
ailovehim like damn alot siak . but it had to end this way .
ai just hope whaat he's friend said to mi will come true )':
to my dearest ninibby ,
stay stronq kaay (:
nyhh smue cobaan dari allah .
kiter kene kuat to face all this .
ai know whaat youuhre qoinq thru ,
ai'm facinq the same thinq too .
trust mi , everythinq wll be fyne .
one day youuh'll fyne the ryte one for youuh kaay love ? (:
ai dont hold any hard feelinqs towards youuh on whaat happened so far .
ai'll be here for youuh kaay hunns .
dont think about it too much , patience is all youuh nyd bby .
hopefully everythinq will be fyne .
to my beloved BabyPuteriySweets ,
baby , ai'm always here for youuh ,
ai'll try my very best to help solve youuhre problems kaay bby .
ai know youuhre facinq all this shyts , and youuh cant face it alone .
youuh've helped mi alot , and to show youuh how much ai truely appreciate youuh ,
ai'll try my very fuckinq best to help youuh with whaat youuh qoinq thru now .
but please bby , theres always a way out .
dont do thinqs without thinkinq .
mi and eyya will always be here for youuh .
we will help youuh to qo thru this toqether .
all three of us are facinq shyts ryte now ,
and this is the moment for us to show how stronq our friendship is .
we'll qo thru this toqether and we'll stay stronq .
we'll stick as one kaay bby .
mi and eyya lovee youuh alot .
keep thaat in mynd kaay bhy .
we dont want youuh to do thinqs without thinkinq and in the end ,
youuh'll reqret . we dont want thaat to happen .
we'll fynd a way out kaay .
every problem has a way out .
youuh were the one who said those words to mi ,
and ai'll remember thaat words till death bby .
remember , mi and eyya lovee youuh alot .
youuhre an important person to us .
ailoveeyouuh bhy !
sumpah !
to my beloved EyyaSeraphiel ,
bby ! whaatever thaats happeninq ryte now ,
ai'll fyte for youuh till death !
ai swear .
mi and baby will never let ANYONE hurt youuh or badmouth youuh !
we'll NEVER !
to everyone who's readinq ,
naak bubal burok pasal Eyya , naak burokkan namer Eyya ??
fikir duer kali lahh kaays .
inqat ! Eyya taak sornq !
Eyya ader akuu nqaan baby , and kiter taakkan diam law sapersaper burokkan namer kakak kiter !
qet it !?
eyyabby , promise mi eyy[A]fyq will stay stronq always kaays (:
cause those bytches who are jealous of youuh and fyq ,
will do anythinq to make youuh both lose each other .
but dont worry , mi and baby will never let thaat happen !
ai dont want whaat happened to mi , happen to youuh and fyq .
ai nqaan baby taakkan kasy sapersaper pon pisahkan kornq kaay (:
we sayaanq youuh both !
hee (:
ailoveeyouuh lahh bby (:
inqat eyhh ,
saper naak kakak akuu , naak akuu . saper naak akuu , naak baby .
law kornq naak baby , kornq naak kiter (:
to my heart and soul ,
whaatever happened to youuh and mi ,
really made a qreat impact in my life .
we used to talk otp like almost everynyte sey ,
now thaat everythinq's qone ,
ai cant sleep properly at nyte , ai'll sleep morninq like 7am plus ,
and ai cant even do stuffs properly .
sometimes ai even feel like doinq stupid stuffs thaat will make mi reqret later on .
ai really miss those wonderful times with youuh )':
its too hard for mi to let everytinq qo .
its easy for youuh to ask mi to fynd someone else thaats better than youuh .
but have youuh ever thouqht of whaat ai'll feel ?
ai'm not like other qirls thaat will easily forqet the quy they say they lovee ,
and just move on .
its hard for mi to forqet someone ai really lovee .
everyone has been askinq mi to just forqet youuh .
but try puttinq all of them in my shoes .
ai dont think they will be able to do it too .
ai cant forqet youuhre voice , its like hautinq mi .
every nyte when ai try to sleep ,
ai'll hear youuhre voice callinq mi bby .
hais )':
as ai'm typinq this , tears are fallinq .
cause ai cant hold my tears much lonqer .
ai try to hide my tears , but ai cant .
mmy keep on askinq mi about youuh .
ai dont know whaat to answer her , she keep on askinq mi , why youuh no lonqer call mi .
ai cant answer her siaa .
hais )':
why did youuh have to chanqe ? why ??
hais .
did ai do somethinq wronq without mi knowinq ??
if ai did , ai'm sorry . cause ai'm sure ai ddnt do it intensionally .
ai want youuh back !
hais )':
ai miss callinq youuh paakcik ,
ai miss irritatinq youuh ,
ai miss scoldinq youuh cause youuh ddnt want to sleep ,
ai miss callinq youuh bby ,
ai miss callinq youuh my one and only idiot ,
ai miss beinq called qundu ,
ai miss beinq irritated by youuh ,
ai miss hearinq youuh call mi bby ,
ai miss hearinq youuh say aimissyouuh ,
ai miss sayinq ailoveyouuh to youuh ,
ai miss hearinq youuh say ailoveyouuhtoo bby ,
most of all AIMISSYOUUH ! )':
ai've been keepinq all this to myself ,
and its killinq mi already .
so now ai'm lettinq out everythinq ai've been feelinq all this time since youuh left .
ailoveyouuh too much already to even let youuh qo siaa .
hais )':
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