♥Wednesday, March 31, 2010♥
listeninq to My Dream , Eddy Wata *winks*
1week3days beinq sick , 1week2days without smokinq .
5days without sleepinq , and ai'm still not sleepy yet -.-
akuu dah qiler kot ?? haha !
ohh , hello . haha ! random nyer akuu *smiles*
had fun with MyCintaBaby today , hehs .
ai terserempak banyak ornq siaa nary . cool kans ? (:
kay , talk about thaat later on .
after my last post , my msn was beinq a bytch . cant siqn in , cheeetot .
so just denqar laqu and was writtinq sonq lyrics .
after writtinq 4 sonq lyrics , qot bored -.-
and penat oiy tulis-tulis . haha !
barenq awhile uhs , rest tanqan then he came thru my mynd .
hais )':
tried to stop thinkinq about him and qet him off my mynd .
but cannot siul ! qosh . dah taakde chare laen kans ,
so went to study uhs . studystudystudy sampai kepale akuu naek peninq siaak .
*lauqhs*
akuu dah cam budak tonqonq siaak , blajar qelap-qelap .
well , aper naak uwat , mmy nqaa tdo . taakkan akuu naak py on lampu kans .
continue study je lah . haha !
until about 7am , woke mmy up for work . susah naak mampos siaa naak kejot mmy .
bley binqet siaak . *lauqhs*
watched mmy siap for work , talktalk with mmy then dapat msq dary CintaBaby .
she told mi thaat dier dah masok skola , then the next msq she said dier dah pat dalam class .
but sadly , ai cant reply . pp8 low lah , *sedehsedeh*
then sister came in my room , taak ketok pintu maen bukak je pintu akuu ,
akuu dah cam ornq yanq kehilanqan laky siul , haha !
termenunq je , ishk . terok nyer akuu *shakes head*
nqaa kusyuuk termenunq pasal dier , sister opened my door and said ,
sister ; oiy ! wakeup already ??
mi ; ohh mak kauu terbalek terqolek jatoh , *paisehh*
terkejot stenqah mampos siaak , babi doq dier ! bukak pintu taakde warninq -.-
sister ; *lauqhs* melatah mau lebeh ehh , haha !
mi ; dah , diam . haha !
sister ; wahh , wakeup so early . naak kuar ??
mi ; wakeup ? ai heavent even sleep siaa .
sister ; huh ? why never sleep ? qundu ryte youuh . haiyo .
ohh fuck , sister said the word qundu siaak . terinqat oiy , kenanqan siaak tuh word .
mi ; qundu , errr . entah , cant sleep . not sleepy . *lauqhs* youuh not workinq today ?
which is this morninq uhs , about 10amplus .
sister ; nope . off siul *winks* tapy mendak , and ai woke up early for someone who's off -.-
mi ; tawu pon , inqatkan taak tawu . haha !
sister ; youuh qoinq out taak today ?
mi ; err , later uhs . in th eveninq , whywhy ?
sister ; set uhs tuh macam , jom maen qame ! (: *smile widewide*
mi ; *lauqhs* siak , maen qame aper ?
sister ; aperaper lah , jom lah !
and sister draqqed mi in her room -.-
kcian ehh akuu , asek kene draq je nqaan ornq , haha !
dudok dalam bilik dier , maen qame . *lauqhs*
mendak nyer pasal , so ya . just played qames with her and talktalk .
until about 2pmplus , then ai went to mandy . after mandy , helped sister clean up her wardrobe .
yak allah , bajubaju dier , ishk ! peninq siaak kepale akuu .
helped her clean up her room , and akuu jady cam budak taak betol *smiles*
akuu maen-maen nqaan hanqer baju dier -.-
sister ; kauu dah kenaper ?! dah belo pe kauu ? *lauqhs*
mi ; huh ? belo ? *termenunq japs*
sister ; oiy ! belo ! akuu cakap kauu belo kauu termenunq pulak *blur*
mi ; ohh , ahh . aper dier ? *lauqhs* sorry lah , saper suwo kauu cakap tuh word .
and ai was like ohhh fuck , asal tuh word yanq kuar saak . belo ?
hais )':
baekbaek akuu nqaa jady budak taak betol , happyhappy .
mood teros down aylek , sedeh pe . hmm .
skipskipskip lah kay :D
then around 4pmplus , CintaBaby called mi *smiles*
she asked mi to siap , then myt her . so then siap and all ,
left my homey around 5pmplus , went to R.plaza first . py beli pp8 akuu ~
and nary akuu terserempak banyak ornq siul , nyeeeeeett ^^
firstly , terserempak nqaan my bbyqirl lamer :D
iQitbby ! awwww , akuu dapat huq sehh ! aimissyouuhsomuch siaa iQitbby !
then ai'm off to bus stop . waited for bus 88 , to qo to bus stop 161 .
then while waitinq for bus 88 , terserempak nqaan Aizril :D
bradder lamer ku , hehs .
bus-ed to bus stop 161 , and waited for 161 . lamer qiler siaak bus -.-
bus arrived , naek bus and nampak dianah ! :D
my ex primary school mate , nyeeeeeeeet ^^
awwwww , ai miss her like damn much siaak ! its been like years since ai last saw her .
qosh , then talked with her about our lives so far . she asked mi about my life .
and mi too lah ofcos *smile widewide*
she said ai chanqed alot , dah maken lawa . wth ?
sayaanq , no lah ! where qot . mpek je youuh . haha !
then talked with her all the way till wlnds , and then she dropped at the first bus stop after the express way .
said our qoodbyes , huq qiven to her :D
and aqain , akuu dapat huq sehh *winks*
sampai lah akuu pat CWP , went up to bns to myt CintaBaby .
and ai cant forqet the face she qave mi when she saw mi siaak .
her face was like *ohmyqod* *mater bukak besarbesar*
*qiqqles*
she said my dressinq like superbly laen , haha !
salam her , and akuu dapat huq laqy *winks*
happy siul akuu , nary akuu dapat banyak huq tawuk ! (:
then went to shop , ai wanted to buy cotton-on slippers but taak jady .
instead ai qot studs for my keninq , nyeeeeeeeett ^^
while mi and CintaBaby was lookinq at stuffs in cotton-on ,
terserempak nqaan Rifka siul *smiles*
CintaBaby talked to her then salam-ed her and off we qo .
while walkinq , qoinq up . saw my kawan lamer , Ifah .
and she told mi , danny's ex taak puas haty nqaan akuu cause akuu contact danny -.-
danny already patched up with his ex tuh , and his pmpn said she qive mi afew more days .
if ai'm still contactinq danny , dier naak caryk akuu .
padehal akuu nqaan danny cumer stakat kawan siaa -.-
*lauqhs*
like ohmyqod qytuh kans , hello ! danny yanq slalu teqor akuu pat msn ,
dier yanq slalu text akuu dulu . and thaat time dier yanq naak akuu aylek nqaan dier .
akuu taak penah pon caryk dier , like please ehh .
naak caryk pasal nqaan ornq pon , aqak-aqak kay .
jaqer laky kauu betolbetol , kauu taakyah jaqer tepi kain akuu .
cause , ai've qot better thinqs to do then naak terheqeh-heqeh nqaan danny .
akuu sayaanq ornq laen , bukan danny . so kauu taakyah worry uhs .
akuu taakkan kacau r/s kauu nqaan danny .
satu je , py jaqer laky kauu tuh . taakyah worry pasal akuu .
cause akuu taakkan kacau danny , kay ? sui ,
after qettinq my studs . went to pasar malam outside CWP .
and terserempak nqaan Remy and his friend . wahh , tady nampak matey dier , Rifka then terserempak nqaan Remy pulak :D
went to buy makan pat pasar malam , then CintaBaby naak isap rokok first before qoinq off .
teman CintaBaby isap rokok , and then py bubal-bubal with Remy .
cause he was sittinq somewhere there also , CintaBaby bubal-bubal with Remy .
about club -.-
*lauqhs*
akuu denqarkan je lah , haha !
then salam-ed Remy and his friend , off to CintaBaby's homey :D
sampai uma CintaBaby , mmy kat uma *yey*
salam-ed mmy , and talked with mmy awhile .
went in CintaBaby's room , maen quitar jap . sinqsinqsinq , then went out .
dudok pat livinq room , CintaBaby pakai lappy and ai watched teevee .
qosh , akuu dudok pat sofa tuh siaak , hais )':
kenanqan aqy , *shakes head*
maner-maner akuu qy , mesty ader kenanqan taw . ishk !
terinqat time tuh siaak . but whaat to do , hmm .
makan with CintaBaby then around 10.45pm ai went off :D
CintaBaby , ailoveyouuh lah !
now thaat youuhre already free , we spend more time toqether kay ? (:
*muuaahmuuaah*
help mi qo thru this kay love :D
akuu dapat huq laqy , from mmy ! (:
*yey*
nyeeeeeett ^^
suker ehh akuu , hehs (:
skipskipskip ,
reached homey *winks*
kay dah , itu je . nary just a random day uhs .
butbut ai terserempak banyak ornq , and ai qot loads of huqs *yey*
akuu luper ! he text mi siul , its like ohmyqod !
it was an unexpected text from him uhs , cause 3days aqo everythinq ended .
28March2010 ,
ai wanted to reply him , but then aqain . my pp8 low .
and ai belom topup , its hard for mi not to reply his msq .
but even if ai would to reply , still everythinq ended .
and he wont come back . maybe it was just a random msq from him .
ai'm sorry for not replyinq , ai know youuh read my bloq .
ai'm sorry kay , but ai dont want to hurt myself more .
by replyinq youuhre text , but youuhre not back with mi .
youuh will still stay in my heart . ai wont love anyone else .
eventhouqh thaat so called "fiqht" happened between us ,
ai'll still love youuh .
qoinq thru this days , after everythinq ended , is fuckinq hard .
trust mi , its killinq mi . ai've been lyinq , sayinq thaat ai'm stronq and all thaat stuffs .
but the truth is , ai'm fallinq apart . ai've not been sleepinq for days ,
cause ai cant sleep . ai admit , ai'm missinq him damn much now .
ya , aimissyouuh ):
ai just have to face this ai quess , ai'll just have to love youuh from a distance .
kay dah , ita ! stop okay , ishk !
qod , help mi qo thru this days without him . please !
kay dah , stop talkinq about thaat kay (:
just now qot to chaat with FyrynnTinySquid !
ohh bbyqirl , aimissyouuh loads lah !
yeaah , will be planninq outinq for the old bbyqirls :D
all ex primary school mates lah dehh *smile widewide*
happy lah sanqat akuu , nyeeeeeeett ^^
cant wait , cant wait donq !
Fyrynnbby naak py town , hehs .
Fyrynnbby , youuh taak habiz-habiz nqaan youuh peh town ehh *winks*
okay lah tuh , ai pon dah lamer taak jejak town bby .
so bley lah kan , *smiles*
cant wait , Fyrynnbby , we plan soon okay ? (:
ailoveyouuh lah ! *winks*
and CintaBaby , cant wait for our 3rdmonthsary ! (:
12th till eternity ehh bhy (:
*winks*
ohh qosh , the date . 12th , which the next day is 13th ):
thaat date , 13th means alot to mi . hais )':
13Jan2010 , the first time ai knew him ):
and its like wow sehh , cause 13Feb2010 ai qot to myt him .
then 13Mar2010 also , ai qot to myt him .
its like already 3times , on thaat date 13th ai qot to myt him .
but this time , 13April2010 ai dont think ai'll qet to myt him .
how sedeh ryte ? ai know . but ai have to tahan lah kan .
andand 13th is AyidStarFlyElectro and FyrynnTinySquid's date also lah sehh ,
*winks*
aww , but its like sedeh naak mampos , cause they broke up )':
ai'm like sedeh for them , sumpah !
cause they're like so fuckinq sweet toqether siaak .
ohh Fyrynnbby , patch-up with Ayid soon okay love ?
ai'll pray for the best , for youuh and Ayid kay ? (:
Fyrynnbby , 13th till eternity ehh *keninq naeknaek*
youuh know ai know ehh bby (:
fuuuuhhhh , fuckinq bored now . dont feel like layan-inq anyone sehh .
kay dah , ita naak py tulis-tulis bende kay :D
mendak oiy ! *smiles*
kay dah , bye !
takecare smuer , sayaanq kornqs ! :D
*winks*
abah called mi just now ! awwww aimissabah ! )':
come back soon kay abah , ai nyd youuh now !
ArE - boo online awhile , and he said he missed chatinq with mi .
awww , rindu ai iye ? (:
hehs , but he's offline now . so yeaah . qoinq to tulis-tulis bende .
bye ! (:
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I cant get enough of your love ♥
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