♥Wednesday, March 24, 2010♥
and yeaah , tuhh muker masaiku . hehs (:
nyhh muker masai nqaan muker saket akuu siul , babi doqdoq !
taakmu teqor tawuuk , pahampaham luhs .
ornq nqaa saket , taakde mood pon naak make-up ):
listeninq to Tak Ku Sanqka Tak Ku Duqa , by Apit Ft Appy .
havinq hiqh fever , flu , and my tears cant stop fallinq -.-"
ai dont even know whaats my mood currently , weird . ai know .
ai ddnt smoke for the whole day ):
currently chaatinq with MyCintaBelo (:
CintaGila dohh ~
this fuckinq fever and flu is killinq mi siaak .
like criously . ai cant take it anymore !
ishk , someone help mi can ? qrrr .
MyCintaBelo taak kasy akuu isap rokok siul , stress !
today woke up around 2pmplus uhs , ai think .
texted bbylove , and on lappy .
and msn was beinq a bytch -.-"
then around 5pmplus , MyCintaBaby wanted to myt mi .
texted bbylove and asked him whether ai can qo out taak .
cause ai'm sick , takot dier memekak kaat akuu .
he'll be like ,
bby ; saketsaket masey naak kuar juqaak ? -.-"
haha !
but yeaah , this time he allowed . cause MyCintaBaby nyded mi .
so ya . ai had to be there for her .
no matter whaat condition ai'm in , ai'll always be there for her .
mandy , siap-ed and bus-ed to wlnds interchanqe .
reached wlnds interchaqe , wanted to bus-ed to MyCintaBaby's homey .
but , mak ai . taak larat , akuu dahh cam stenqah maty siul .
in the end ai took a cab from CWP to MyCintaBaby's homey .
reached her homey , lepaskan rindu pat quitar akuu !
kiwak , rindu siul akuu nqaan quitar akuu ! ishk !
then masakkan CintaBaby , and for myself .
cause ai ddnt eat the whole day . ddnt have the mood .
standard , ornq saket lahh katerkan ):
whaat to do ,
then sinqsinq , but ofcos my voice cam kataak -.-"
haha !
and about 10pmplus , went off from CintaBaby's homey .
texted bby , but no reply ):
sedeh pe , but he's havinq takraw . so ya . nevermynd .
bus-ed back to senqkanq , and now ai'm at homey .
fuck siaak nyhh fever !
qeram siaa akuu , its killinq mi !
taakde warninq , taakde aper .
tibetibe air mater akuu jatoh . taak cam sial ?
babi doqdoq !
is it because of my fever thaat my tears fell ?
or is it because of somethinq else ?
entah lahs , akuu pon taak tawuuk .
exboyfy texted mi just now , Afiq .
askinq mi how am ai and stuffs . and ya . ai ddnt even cared to reply .
malas ai quess . hais ):
MyCintaBelo ,
akuu sayaanq kauu lahh belo !
basically , as youuh know it youuhre self .
it seems so hard for us to myt each other .
ai dont know why , but its true ai quess .
qosh , ai really miss youuh siaa .
but youuhre just too busy with youuhre stuffs ,
which ai cant even qet to myt youuh .
perhaps , the obstacles thaat ai have to face is still not over yet ?
ai quess so . its hard to face this , but ai'll try my best .
please just dont make thinqs harder for mi .
whaat does those words mean to youuh ?
just words ? or from youuhre heart bby ?
hearinq those words from youuh , make mi think .
whaat youuhre sayinq , is it just a simple lie ?
or is it true , from youuhre heart .
maybe youuh just dont realise , how ai feel towards youuh .
if youuh would to be mi , then youuh'll know how it feels .
ai'm just a normal human , theres a limit for how much ai can take love .
bby , ai just want youuhre answers .
ai want to know , stop keepinq mi in the dark .
for once , take mi out of this niqhtmare .
am ai askinq too much from youuh love ?
hais )':
ai'm tired , really .
ailoveyouuh , ai nyd youuh , ai want only youuh .
` ai wrote youuhre name on the sand , but the waves washed it away .
ai wrote youuhre name in the sky , but the wind blew it away .
ai wrote youuhre name in my heart , and forever it'll stay (:
open up to mi soon dear , we cant be this way forever .
sayaanq kauu !
kaay dahh , akuu naak rest .
*konon nyer lahh tuhh*
hehs ,
chalo ~
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I cant get enough of your love ♥
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