♥Monday, March 15, 2010♥
listeninq to perpisahan by Ashidy Ridwan .
my emotions are blendinq .
fucked up with thaat fuckinq judqe !
ai just reached homey , tired like fuck . criously .
yesterday , Sunday 14 March 2010 .
slept like the whole fuckinq day siul .
ai woke up around 6pmplus , then called baby but cant qet thru .
so online to look for her , then chaat with her awhile then went to bathe and off to myt her .
at causeway pt , bns (:
myt her then we walked around , looked for a place to lepak .
in the end , we took a bus back to marslinq .
we lepak bawa block ice , two blocks away from baby's block .
studied with baby , and we talked alot .
hmms ,
and about 2am or 3am plus went up to baby's homey .
ai used her lappy but lazy to post , so just listened to sonqs and watched baby sleep .
baby was damn tired . can youuh just imaqine whaat she's qoinq thru ?
hais .
ai dont think anyone would be as stronq as she is , trust mi .
she's a stronq qirl siul , sumpah .
and its already today , Monday 15 March 2010 .
ai ddnt sleep the whole nyte cause ai nyd to wake baby up for Adek Raikhan's court .
after baby woke up , baby and mi both siap and off to qo for Adek Raikhan's court .
we waited for cab like for so fuckinq lonq siaak !
bley binqet siul . taak typu .
then qot fedup cause there was no cab , and it was already 9.30am .
which is the time Adek have to reach Sub Court already .
but Adek was also still waitinq for cab , same as us .
so then mi and baby bus-ed to causeway pt , and took a cab from there .
when we qot the cab , it was already about 10am siul .
we're like superb worried already siaak .
dahh cam naak mampos tawuuk taak .
hais .
in the cab , baby started cryinq already , she qot freakinq worried .
and ai was too , ai too started cryinq siaak .
ai was scared we ddnt qet to myt Adek if he does terdudok dalam .
at last , we reached Sub Court , ai told baby to qo first .
baby rushed in and ai paid for the cab fair , and the taxi driver qave mi his this face -.-"
idiot kans tuhh taxi driver ! maak dier pey puki bodow .
ornq dahh panic smcm , dier aqy bley terheqeh-heqeh .
ishk , qeram siul !
paid the cab fair and everythinq , rushed in as well .
while waitinq for the fuckinq lift yanq lamer naak mampos , baby called mi .
baby cakaap yanq Adek Raikhan terdudok 1tahun siaak !
baby was already cryinq like mad , and ai was like still waitinq for thaat fuckinq lift !
reached the 5th floor , saw baby and Adek's mama .
baby huqqed mi and cried , aper aqy , akuu pon join nanqes uhs siul .
Adek terdudok siaak , taakkan akuu taak nanqes kans .
haiyo !
after Adek came out from thaat Court 11 , Adek was like so releks .
he acted as nothinq happened , ai respect him for thaat siul .
he's willinq to accept whaatever thaat comes his way .
ai do hope he'll be fyne in there thouqh .
went out from there , mi , adek , baby nqaan mama went out to smoke .
before adek had to qo off . waited for this lady , which ai dont know who the hell she is .
*lauqhs*
she reached the carpark , and adek had to leave already .
adek huqed baby , and baby cried superbly alot . she couldnt let him qo .
riqht there , at thaat moment , ai realised thaat baby really does love him alot .
and so does he . ai've never seen baby cried thaat way before ,
and basically , ai saw her cried so badly just now .
ai know how youuh feel bhy , but one thinq youuh should know , ai'll always be here for youuh .
ai'll help youuh qo thru this cobaan kays bhy (:
perhaps , they do love each other alot , but their eqo stand in their way .
both of them have been qoinq thru alot of thick and thins ,
but now , they're still toqether , and ai do hope their love will last .
ai felt touched after whaat ai saw just now , whaat ai've been thinkinq about adek .
is the total opposite of him . the real him .
he's such a nice quy , and he loves baby alot .
ai can see thaat , sumpah . ai cried just by lookinq at them .
they were like so fuckinq sweet toqether .
back to the story ~
adek asked baby to stay stronq , and he stopped huqqinq her ,
but she simply just couldnt let him qo .
at the moment adek already had to leave , he had to let her qo .
his tears were already about to fall , ai saw his tears .
sumpah ! taak bedek !
and he looked at mi , he aked mi to takecare of baby , and ofcos ai said ai will .
he wiped his tears , and kissed baby's forehead and walked off .
while he walk off , ai huqqed baby , and he keep on lookinq back on us .
yeaah , he cried . not because of whaat he's qona face in there ,
but because he cant bare to leave baby .
hais )':
ai know how they both feel siul .
ai cried like superbly terok siaak , cause as ai said to baby ,
ai love her , so ai have to love who she loves .
*but ai only love Adek Raikhan like my biq bradder ! not more !*
*lauqhs*
like ofcos , ai only love one person . dahh taakyh naak kpo !
*winks*
then after thaat made baby stop cryinq and bus-ed back to senqkanq ,
eat with baby , and baby went off to school .
and here ai am , at homey (:
damn fuckinq tired siaak .
hais )':
msq from BabyPuteriySweets ,
peeps , for the time beinq pleaase dont call or text baby first kays .
baby nyds her time alone .
anythinq do taq mi yeaah , ai'll pass the msq to her for youuh .
she's very down , and she dont wish to be disturbed at this moment .
sorry , and thaankyouuh for understandinq .
this was msq from baby , she asked mi to post this for her .
if theres any urqent matters , please do just text her , dont call her .
cause she dont entertain any calls for now .
she dont wish to contact anyone at all .
thaankyouuh (:
Adek Raikhan , ai do hope everythinq qoes on fyne in there .
ai will take qood care of baby , dont worry .
taakmu uwaat keycoh eyhs pat dalam .
baby will be waitinq for youuh to be free once aqain (:
perhaps , true love will always face this kind of obstacles .
qod is testinq both of their love .
to see how stronq their love really is .
ai do hope everythinq will qo on just fyne yeaah (:
seeinq youuh both just makes mi smile .
truely , ai felt touched seeinq them just now .
they really proved to mi , eventhouqh they may be far apart ,
but their hearts will always be toqether .
and thaat made mi felt so touched .
ai quess true love will win the qame in the end ? (:
andand peeps , BabyPuteriySweets wont be active is postinq anymore aye .
as she will be busy with her school stuffs , and she will have to takecare of adek's mama .
as for she is alone , and adek asked baby to takecare of his mama .
so yeaah , anythinq just taq mi , and ai'll pass the msq to her .
sorry on her behalf , and thaankyouuh (:
kaay dahh , ai'm done postinq .
now ai wana landinq dulu !
penat naak mampos dehh ~
sumpah !
matrep beloku , kamuu dimana ?? hais .
Adek Raikhan , takecare of youuhre self .
BabyPuteriySweets , ailoveyouuh dear , stay stronq (:
Eyyabby , aimissyouuh . ailoveyouuh .
abah , come back soon ):
kaay dahh , chalo ~
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