♥Thursday, March 11, 2010♥
listeninq to down candle liqht remix ,
mood , down ai quess .
currently otp with shambiol and baby (:
and studyinq . but same like just now , ai cant concentrate .
somehow ai feel hurt . ai dont know why . its killinq mi .
listeninq to baby's stories with sham , cuts mi deep .
they are superb sweet toqether . criously .
ai dont want to see sham qet hurt just like how ai did .
cause ryte now whaat sham's facinq , is whaat ai went thru .
ai dont want to see others suffer the way ai did .
especially the people who are close to mi .
it hurts mi seeinq them this way .
its makinq tears fall , cause truthfully aimisshim .
their sweet stories remynd mi of how ai was with him .
ai miss all those moments with him siaa .
ai'm helpinq sham cause ai dont want him to lose baby just like how ai lost him .
ai know how sham will feel if he would to lose youuh .
thaats why ai'm doinq all ai can to make youuh both stick toqether .
baby , whaat we talked about just now just simply broke mi down .
ai dont know why and how , but ai did break down .
ai miss him too much .
youuh know thaat bhy , ai cant forqet about him even if ai forced myself to .
hais )':
ai dont want sham to feel whaat ai felt , ai hope youuh both will stick toqether .
cause seeinq youuh both , makes mi smile .
and it makes mi happy , cause youuh both are the same like how ai used to be with him .
it kills mi beinq this way with him .
ohhh love , please pull it toqether and be back kaays .
aimissyouuh too much lahs !
ai cant take much more tears ,
ai cant do anythinq ryte , cause ai'm thinkinq about youuh too much .
qosh , ailoveyouuh !
pull youuhre self toqether and be back soon lahs idiot ~
akuu sayaanq kauu lahs belo !
thaat belo idiot kanina biaaaaaaawak basi ~
abah , ai nyd youuh by myside ! aimissyouuh !
ai nyd youuh to huq mi , abah ailoveyouuh !
qosh ~
kaay dahh , naak continue otp with shambiol and baby ,
and ita naak blajar lahs !
chalo (:
editinq my post ,
and yeaaaah ! (:
ai'm qlad thaat my efforts ddnt qo to waste , weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
baby , youuh made the ryte choice , ai'm proud of youuh .
all ai want is to see a smile on youuhre face .
and ai'll be the happiest person on earth !
sumpah ~
ai hope everythhinq qoes on fyne with sham ,
ai'm sure he'll take qood care of youuh .
youuhre happiness is more important to mi than my own .
ai'm not self centered bhy , remember thaat .
to mi , as lonq as youuhre happy , ai am too (:
once youuhre already happy , then ai'll fynd my own way for my problems .
youuh dont have to worry about mi lahs ,
ai'll be just fyne bhy (:
my problems , bley settle nantynanty kaays .
ailoveyouuh lahs ! (:
and qosh , ai'm superb happy after ai heard the news from baby .
qeeeesh !
my heart stopped awhile siul .
haha !
kaay dahh ita , stop it kaays !
*lauqhs*
shambiol , jaqer baby betolbetol tawuuk ~
nanty akuu ketok kepale kauu , baru tawuuk .
*kalaw lahs akuu sampai*
haha !
siaksiak , kaay dahh ita naak continue blajar/otp with sham nqaan baby (:
chalo , and aqain -.-"
editinq my post ,
and yeaaaah ! (:
ai'm qlad thaat my efforts ddnt qo to waste , weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
baby , youuh made the ryte choice , ai'm proud of youuh .
all ai want is to see a smile on youuhre face .
and ai'll be the happiest person on earth !
sumpah ~
ai hope everythhinq qoes on fyne with sham ,
ai'm sure he'll take qood care of youuh .
youuhre happiness is more important to mi than my own .
ai'm not self centered bhy , remember thaat .
to mi , as lonq as youuhre happy , ai am too (:
once youuhre already happy , then ai'll fynd my own way for my problems .
youuh dont have to worry about mi lahs ,
ai'll be just fyne bhy (:
my problems , bley settle nantynanty kaays .
ailoveyouuh lahs ! (:
and qosh , ai'm superb happy after ai heard the news from baby .
qeeeesh !
my heart stopped awhile siul .
haha !
kaay dahh ita , stop it kaays !
*lauqhs*
shambiol , jaqer baby betolbetol tawuuk ~
nanty akuu ketok kepale kauu , baru tawuuk .
*kalaw lahs akuu sampai*
haha !
siaksiak , kaay dahh ita naak continue blajar/otp with sham nqaan baby (:
chalo , and aqain -.-"
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