♥Sunday, March 28, 2010♥
listeninq to I Wanted You by Ina .
ai've been sick for 1week already and still ai'm not well yet ,
ddnt sleep for 3days and ddnt touched ciqqy for 6days already .
whaat a miracle siaa (:
and wow , now my shashabby dahh jady tunanq ornq sehh *smiles*
shashabby , youuh dahh taak bley fanafana aqy tawuuk ,
dahh jady tunanq ornq now , hehs *qiqqles*
she looked so damn preety siul , and her baju lawa qiler saak .
kay , basically yesterday after postinq ai ddnt sleep .
was chaatinq with Adq tercinta and webby with her (:
fun tawuuk webby nqaan dier , akuu bley jady budak taak betol siaak .
hehs , *lauqhs*
planned to myt her around 12plus , but then somehinq came up . taak jady .
ai went to siap around 2pmplus , then ai finished siap around 3pmplus .
paisehh , akuu siap lambat donq *smile widewide*
while siapinq , webby with adq and she watched mi siap *wink*
adq , taakmu teqor lahh laen kali . akak draw keninq memanq cam tuhh .
hehs , shhhhhsh ! taakmu bilanq ornq tawuuk ! (:
finished siap , off to R.plaza to buy rokok . not for mi ehhh !
for danny , not for mi . ai stop smokinq for the time beinq , cause ai'm sick -.-
then cab-ed to adq's homey , waited for adq to siap and talked to danny (:
my ex , so ya . haha ! my ex , tapy naak bubal pon malumalu , aper dahhh !
*lauqhs*
then off to CP , adq naak beli bubble tea . then off to shashabby's homey .
reached there , first thinq saw bbyqirls (:
WawaGeisha , EfaBeybeh and AmyStar ~
awwww , amybby , missed mi ehhhh ? (:
*winks*
huqs qiven , salam-ed then dudok luar umaa shashabby .
talked with bbyqirls , and took picture with AmyStar (:
butbut sadly , the picture with her sehh , sedeh kans .
taakpe taakpe , later ai chase her for the picture *lauqhs*
not lonq after thaat , EfaBeybeh and AmyStar had to qo off already .
so then left with mi and Wawabby (:
dudok andand talktalk abit with her . wawabby , maybe ai'll join youuh work kaat saner kays (:
hehs ,
then after thaat wawabby pon had to qo off , she qot somethinq on *sedehsedeh*
salam-ed andand peluuk dier uhs , aper aqy (:
wawabby pakai kasut tinqqi , and she's like superb tall .
dier kater ai kateq -.-
sedeh kan , huumpfts ! taakpe taakpe , its okaay .
dahh biaser uhs kene panqqel kateq (:
*lauqhs*
ai was sittinq outside second family's homey with adq , sharil and fifin .
after most of the people already went home , yuyunbby came out and dudok with us (:
yuyunbby , chill kay . "dier" tuhh , mulot dier memanq cam tuhh .
ai pon dahh penah kene dahh . mulot "dier" memanq cam sial uhh .
youuh chill je , uwaat bodow je nqaan "dier" . kays ? (:
talked about alot of stuffs with yuyunbby , and she's not sombonq kay .
she's superbly friendly , cumer kene kenal her more lahh .
hehs (:
mi and yuyunbby shared loads of stuffs (:
it was qreaat talkinq to youuh yeaah yuyun , qerek lahh bubalbubal with youuh ~
peoplepeople ! yuyunbby's birthday cominq in 2days time siul *smile widewide*
hoppinq to myt youuh on youuhre birthday (:
*smiles*
then abut 7.30pm , mi and adq went off . qot to send her home .
went in and told shashabby ai'm sendinq adq home then ai'll come back there later ,
with mmy and CintaBaby (:
went off to send adq home , ontheway to her home , talktalk with adq about alot of stuffs .
reached under adq's block , adq naak lepak with mi awhile .
so yeaah , ai lepak with adq awhile while waitinq for CintaBaby's call (:
ajak danny and sara lepak too , lepak but only mi and adq was the one talkinq -.-
danny senyap like all the way sehh , aper lahh dektuhh !
malu lahh konon , hehs (:
aper lahh danny nyhh , ex pon naak malu . taak betol uhs danny nyhh , *lauqhs*
lepaklepak , then took picture with adq . but then the picture qelap naak mampos .
later will take a better picture with adq kays (:
about 10pmplus , went off from there and went homey .
reached homey , waited for CintaBaby to call or text mi . was waitinq for her to finish her performance (:
ohhh CintaBaby , ai'm superduper proud of youuh !
youuh told mi youuh performance was qreaat , and ai'm really happy for youuh (:
ai wished ai could be at two places at one time , really .
so ai could qo to shashabby's homey and watch youuh perform .
but sadly ai cant uhs , hais .
ai'm sorry CintaBaby , but ai'm reallyy proud of youuh (:
study betolbetol kay Cinta , ailoveyouuh !
and CintaBaby , dont worry . ai know youuhre busy with youuhre school stuffs ,
ai dont mynd Baby , ai understand . cause when youuhre not around for mi ,
youuhre busy with youuhre school and youuhre performance , mamat is there for mi .
and ai'm happy enouqh thaat someone is actually there for mi .
ai'll always wait for youuhre free time Baby , ai dont mynd waitinq .
youuhre MyPerfectBbyGirl sehh , ofcos ai'll understand all youuhre situations ,
and ai'll always be here waitinq for youuh to have youuhre free time (:
ailoveyouuh lahh CintaBaby ! (:
while waitinq for CintaBaby , ai was online and ai was chaatinq with Danny .
andand qosh ! adq told mi thaat danny wants mi back , ohhh qosh !
someone help mi lahh can ?? (:
danny wants mi back ehh ? siaak uhs , how nyhh ?! help anyone ? *smile*
danny knows thaat ai love someone else , but still danny wants mi back .
ai cant answer his question siaa , really . ai dont know whaat to do .
otaak akuu bley pecah siaa fikir pasal nyhh , ishk !
so whaat ai told danny was , ai want danny to prove to mi how much he wants mi back ,
and ai want him to prove to mi thaat he can actually be setier with mi .
cause since we broke up , he became a playboy -.-
takot dehh akuu , ai hate playboys . sumpahh !
so ya , and danny said thaat he'll prove to mi . so yeaah , ai'll wait for youuh to prove to mi lahh kay .
danny said he missed mi alot , cheyy . rindu ita pe danny ? (:
*smiles*
rindu , tapy biler myt malu naak bubal , aper dahh !
danny put my picture as he's wallpaper sehh , awwww sweet pe dier (:
hehs , *lauqhs*
webby with danny , while textinq someone -.-
dapat text dary dier , mood naak webby nqaan danny teros taakde .
cam ane otaak akuu taak sot . ishk ,
akuu ader prasaan lahh kay , akuu manusia siul .
whaatever lahh kay , akuu malas naak layan nyhh bende smue .
kauu just qo on nqaan hidup kauu . akuu malas and akuu penat .
ai'm shocked with myself , ai dont know whaats wronq with mi .
akuu nyhh dahh cam ornq yanq taakde prasaan tawuuk taak , hehs .
but ofcos akuu ader lahh , but maybe ai'm just too sick and tired with him already .
everythinq ended with him , we're qona stop contactinq for qood .
but ai ddnt even cry siaa , whaats wronq with mi ?!
ai should be sad , ai should be cryinq like alot . but why am ai not ??!
ai'm sick and tired with him ai quess , thaats why ai ddnt cry .
ai wasnt even sad siaak , binqet ader uhs . sad , nahh .
ai'm qlad thaat ai made this choice , cause ai've been qettinq lots of info about him .
and maybe thaats the reason why ai made the choice of endinq everythinq .
and besides , he dont even care . so just end it uhh . haha !
ai'm not qoinq to elaborate kay so basically , now ai'm free from him .
ai'm not qoinq to qet hurt by him anymore . bye to him ! (:
and youuh just qo on with youuhre life ehh , enjoy puaspuas :D
takecare , and bye !
fuuuh , it feels like ai've just threw away a very biqbiq burden in my life .
he has been sucha ass , by hurtinq mi like always .
but now everythinq's over , *yey*
kay dah , malas naak bubal pasal tuhhh kay .
then CintaBaby online and she said she's tired cause she just reached home .
which is already 11pmplus , and theres no bus cominq senqkanq .
mmy's also sick , menjanqkit akuu dehh . hehs , sorry mmy *winks*
everyone's qettinq sick siaa , cool uhs yuyunbby .
dier saket 5min je , hehs . cute kan . haha !
kay dah , ai wana siap . qoinq out with mmy soon .
then qoinq to second family's homey with mmy , mmy wants to myt shashabby .
since smlm taak dapat jumper .
kay dah , pictures ai took yesterday kaat bawa kay (:
DannyKia dah text akuu , hehs (:
kay dah , bye !
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