♥Monday, March 1, 2010♥
wooooooooooooooooooooots ~
thinqs are just qettinq harder for mi this days .
hais .
my 5years friendship with someone just ended .
had some sort like a fiqht uhs .
all this shyt between us started last year ,
have been tryinq to save our friendship , but maybe it just had to end .
its just pointless if we continue this friendship but we're keepinq this revenqe deep inside .
so its better if we just end it .
ai've been takinq all her shyts for 5years now ,
ai quess ai just cant take much more shyts from her .
ai dont want us to end this way , but its youuhre choice .
ai've been a qood friend , a qood listener , and ai took care of youuh so perfectly .
but ai quess thaats not enouqh for youuh ryte .
well , ai dont lose anythinq .
maybe yes , ai do lose loads of cash on youuh ,
but cash is not a problem to mi .
all this time , youuh've been qivinq mi shyts and ai've been just takinq everythinq .
youuh treated mi like shyt , ai still can just keep it to myself .
its not a biq deal to mi . ai can qive in to youuh , but ai quess its too much .
akuu sayaanq kauu , criously .
tapy akuu dahh taak bley tahan nqaan praqai kauu uhs .
akuu taak cukop baek eyhh nqaan kauu ??
hais .
biler kauu susah akuu tolonq kauu , biler kauu nqaa down akuu yanq kaat sblah kauu ,
biler kauu nqaa menqamok , akuu yanq uwaat kauu cool down .
nyhh balasan kauu pat akuu ?!
kauu makan akuu aylek siul .
ituu pon kauu taaknaak menqaku ??
taakpe lahh kans , ornq kater the world is round .
youuh'll qet back whaat youuh did .
memanq akuu pon ader salah pat kauu , tapy at least akuu ader muker naak menqaku .
kauu naak menqaku ke ??
cam kauu cakaap , pencuri maner naak menqaku .
samer uhs cam kauu .
akuu aqak kauu fikir akuu bodow .
please eyhh , akuu bukan budakbudak siul .
kauu taak bley bodowbodow kan akuu .
akuu dahh 18 tahun hidop and akuu dahh qo thru banyaak bende dalam hidop .
more than youuh ai quess .
so kauu janqaan fikir akuu taak tawuu aper kauu dahh uwaat .
yanq kauu naak denqki sanqat nqaan akuu asal ?
kauu taak bley tenqok akuu happy eyhh ??
hais .
kauu uwaat nyhh smue , kauu saketkan haty banyaak ornq siul .
kauu ader otak kans , pakai uhs . taakmu jady bodow uhs .
kauu buto akuu blakanq akuu , kauu burokkan namer akuu smue .
kire klakar uhh ??
kauu text akuu , msq sweetsweet , touchinqtouchinq .
aper kauu pey motive nyhh ?
kauu naak tunjukkan pat ornq yanq kauu victim eyhh in this story ?
haha !
kire ai'm the bad person uhs nyhh . cool uhs .
tapy cumer ornq yanq tawuuk citer penoh and has been there to witness everythinq ,
will know who's the victim and who's the bad person .
ai'm not tryinq to say thaat ai'm qood and youuhre bad ,
but hey babe , youuh are the one makinq use of mi siul .
for money , place to stay when youuh had fiqhts with youuhre family and other shyts .
so who should be counted as the victim here ?
haha !
just one thinq to remynd youuh yeaah .
please do remember how youuh became like this .
all fanatic and stuffs .
haha !
cause ai'll NEVER forqet the first time ai met youuh .
ai'm not qona share .
ai'm writtinq this post is not to like "malukan" her of anythinq ,
ai'm not statinq names or any stories of the past .
ai'm writtinq this to some sort like to make her realise .
*thaat is also she had a 360deqrees chanqe*
haha !
and dear friend ,
youuh wana talk about ai dont pandanq youuh as a sister anymore or whaatever shyts ,
if youuh ddnt treat mi like shyt , ai think ai would still pandanq youuh like my own blood .
youuh've know mi for 5years plusplus ,
BabyPuteriySweets and EyyaSeraphiel only known mi for like a few months ,
why they can pandanq mi more than youuh ever did ??
answer thaat question youuhre self aye (:
ai wouldnt do this to youuh if youuh ddnt do all this fuckinq stuffs to mi .
ai quess this is just how much ai can take .
5years , wow ! thaats like a lonq time siul .
musibot ~
actually for someone like youuh ,
youuh dont even deserve to be called "human beinq" siul .
ai'm sorry for sayinq this .
but a normal human beinq , wont do this .
ibaratkan kauu tuhh , taakde haty perot pey ornq .
dahh cam binatanq kauu tawuuk ??
no offence uhs , but its true .
dont worry , ai wont share the reasons why ai said this .
only for people who ai trust knows .
and ai'm sure youuh also know whaat ai mean ryte (:
memanq betol , kauu lawa , badan hot and whaatever fuck shyts thaat quys see in youuh ,
tapy kauu pey haty busok cam taik babi , aper qune ??
haha !
ornq naak bawak kauu setier , kauu maenmaen .
kaay ! wont elaborate !
ai just wana wait and watch the show .
ai wana see whaat youuh wana do next .
*smiles*
kauu qanqster pe , kauu fierce pe , kauu kan fanatic slalu ,
asal kauu taak buto akuu depan muker akuu ??
akuu kental pe .
*as youuh said ai was*
akuu kental kans , makan akuu uhs .
haha !
ai will just be waitinq for whaat youuh wana do next ,
ai'll be waitinq for youuhre next action .
and babe , inqat eyhhs .
law kauu maen busok nqaan akuu ,
janqaan harap kauu lepas uhh kaays .
naak akuu , mehh . depandepan muker akuu .
kauu maen busok , return mesty mauu lebeh .
kaays (:
ps ; akuu taak fanatic lahh kaays , tapy law ornq dahh kasy akuu ,
taakkan akuu naak diam -.-"
betol taak ?? haha !
kaay , dahh cukop . akuu malas naak elaborate more .
and for thaat quy , youuh know who youuh are .
youuh wana side her , qo ahead .
but just dont reqret . ai have my reasons why ai did all thaat stuffs .
kauu taaknaak pcaye akuu , tuhh kauu pey pasal .
tapy yanq akuu tawuu , akuu taakkan sembaranq bubal lahh kaays .
kauu naak side dier ? qo on .
akuu taak pasal . kauu naak benci akuu skaly pon , akuu taakkan kesah .
akuu taak ruqi paper .
naak busokkan namer akuu ?
qo ahead .
tapy law satu hary kauu dahh kene , janqan menyesal suaa luhh .
dahh , taaknaak elaborate ,
perhaps youuh will qo thru whaat others went thru with her .
thaats all ai can say .
youuh dont wana believe whaat ai said ?
youuhre choice . her ex , bradder kauu siul .
ai believe youuh should know whaat happened between him and her .
ps ; ai'm not statinq any names aye . this post is not to malukan them ,
jatohkan namer dornq or anythinq .
but if youuh still wana qo on with her , qo ahead .
nanty dahh kene , taakmu menyesal suaa luhh .
ai ddnt expect everythinq to happen this fast .
like criously .
ai thouqht ai still had to tolerate more or her shyts .
but like ai said , everythinq ended .
haha !
ai do feel like cryinq , truthfully .
cause ai lost my old beloved qirl besty .
but to think back , its just not worth my tears .
it wont do mi any qood wastinq my tears for her .
she dosent appreciate mi , so whaat can ai say .
haha !
ai'll just have to move on ai quess .
ai dont deny thaat ai do lovee her like my own blood ,
but since all this shyt started , ai've started to hate her .
ai just hope youuh'll feel whaat mi and one of my bbyqirl felt .
youuhre future besty , will actually take the quy youuh lovee from youuh .
ai'm not beinq evil or heartless by sumpah-inq youuh ,
but maybe the only way to make youuh realise whaat youuh did ,
is to qo thru whaat mi and my bbyqirl went thru .
thaat miqht be the only way for youuh to chanqe .
and please , its 2010 already .
ornq smue dahh relek . aper mauu fana-fana siul ?
time lambat uhs .
haha !
ps ; other peeps taakmu teraser iye . its only meant for her .
chanqe youuhre attitude . criously .
youuhre makinq use of youuhre beauty and youuhre body to qet quys ,
wth siaa -.-"
law bawak setier taakpe juqak .
haha !
look in the biqbiq mirror first before youuh talk about someone else lahh kaays .
nyhh smue fact pey bubal eyhs .
taakde bubal world . smue fact .
youuh wana deny it ? deny it for all ai care .
youuh should know whaat youuh've been doinq all this time .
if youuh dont wana admit , cumer ornq yanq kaat atas je yanq tawuuk (:
akuu taakde maser naak pakse kauu menqaku .
and keep this in youuhre brain eyhs .
without youuh in my life , ai wont die !
maybe without youuh , ai'll live a happier life .
losinq youuh , more will come . trust mi (:
ai dont lose a damn thinq siul .
criously .
hopefully youuh'll fynd someone else yanq kauu bley uwaat jady bahan kauu uhs .
tapy taakmu sampai kauu kene aylek suaa (:
akuu taak makan duet kauu , so law taakde kauu dalam hidop akuu ,
akuu masey bley hidop happy .
kauu takecare suaa lahh kaays .
taakmu kene nqaan salah ornq ,
kene nqaan salah ornq , mulot kauu nqaan praqai kauu tuhh macam .
akuu raser , qame over siul .
haha !
takecare , and have a qood life exbesty (:
ai'm havinq a hard time tryinq to move on .
now ai think ai've really proven to myself ,
ai cant move on .
ai cant forqet about youuh .
like criously .
sumpah . fact pey bubal , youuhre the best there ever is .
ailoveyouuh !
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