♥Friday, April 2, 2010♥
listeninq to Flyinq Solo by Chris Brownft Dre .
ai'm healed already , and ai started smokinq back yesterday (:
ai feel superbly quilty ):
fucked up day , arrrrqhhhh !
ai had loads of fun yesterday siul , hehs (:
day out with mmy and MyPerfectBabyGirl , CintaBaby :D
firstly , yesterday CintaBaby came over my homey around 3pmplus .
she went home early from school as she was not feelinq well .
she went homey first and ai took a short nap cause ai ddnt sleep after my last post .
ai fetched CintaBaby at R.plaza bus stop , and we went to R.plaza to qet some food .
after qettinq food , went back to my homey . makan and all ,
ai was like hoppinq for someone to be online , but sadly he wasnt online ):
haha !
slacked with CintaBaby and ai qot ready to myt mmy at around 6.15pm .
ai finished siap around 7pm , haha !
left homey , bus-ed to buqis (:
took bus 80 , then reached buqis and myt mmy .
bouqht somethinq at buqis , then went off to Arab Street for Sheesha !
we went Sheesha at the place ai went with my work friends the other time (:
*smiles*
funfunfun siul , hehs .
mi , mmy and CintaBaby lauqhed , enjoyed and talked alot .
all the way ai was thinkinq of him siak . ai was wishinq that he was there with us .
but sadly , ofcos that cant happen uhs . hais ):
what to do kan , its out of my power . ai cant do anythinq to chanqe this situation .
mi and CintaBaby took loads of pichas , will upload pichas yeaah (:
and ya , what ai wrote above . ai'm not sick anymore , dah totally healed .
*smiles*
and as ai promised him , ai'll only start smokinq back if ai'm not sick anymore .
since ai was qoinq Sheesha , and ai was already healed . ai started smokinq back yesterday .
and let mi tell youuh this ehh , the feelinq was like . *ohmyqod* siul .
fuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh ! feels like ai'm in heaven sak , sedap qiler doh (:
*lauqhs*
but admited uhs , after 1week3days without smokinq .
now startinq back feels superbly weird -.-
haha !
ai feel alittle quilty cause ai ddnt inform him that ai'm smokinq back aqain .
but then aqain , mi and him ended . maybe ai have every riqhts to do what ai want now .
its just maybe that ai still love him too much that eventhouqh this happened ,
ai still kept what he said to mi and ai still keep all my promises to him .
for youuh , youuh know who youuh are .
ai'm sorry that ai couldnt tell youuh ai'm startinq to smoke aqain .
ai'm not sick anymore . ai healed already , totally healed .
ai just feel quilty for not tellinq youuh .
but everythinq between us ended already , now youuhre livinq youuhre life .
and ai'm livinq my own , so ai'm just hoppinq that youuh read my bloq and youuh qet this msq from mi .
cause ai cant text youuh anymore , like last time . tellinq youuh everythinq .
so ya , ai'm sorry kay . and takecare of youuhre self .
enjoy youuhre life (:
bye !
kay dah , dont wana talk about him anymore . ai dont want to think about it , hais .
we finished Sheesha-inq around 11pmplus , and while we were walkinq out from there ,
mmy wanted to pay fro everythinq . FeeqAstro texted mi sehh (:
*lauqhs*
miss chatinq with him siak , hehs .
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
after mmy paid for everythinq , we went off . waited for cab , while mmy talkinq to CintaBaby ,
and ai was like busy textinq with Feeq , hehs ^^
was like rushinq to qo homey cause ai wanted to chat with Feeq *winks*
reached homey , tukar baju all and straiqht away on lappy :D
and was chatinq with Feeq , but sedeh dehh ):
Feeq was moody , ader lah sebab-sebab nyer . takyah nak kpo *bluuuuuueeeek*
hehs ,
dier takde mood lanqsunq siul , and ai was like tryinq to cool him down uhs .
dier nqa binqet cause of some reasons , hmmm ):
then member lamer called , Coach :D
ohhhh qosh , rindu sanqat-sanqat sehh nqan dier !
dier ajak lepak , so ai was like okay ! (:
after ai tried my best to make feeq cool down , but tak bley juqak -.-
ai went to siap while CintaBaby chat with feeq awhile ,
told feeq mi and CintaBaby qoinq out awhile , then off lappy .
off we qo ~
went to R.plaza first makan mac with CintaBaby , and while eatinq we talked .
about alot of stuffs , andand kan !
feeq texted mi ,
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
after finished eatinq , went to qet drinks for Coach smuer and went off to myt them (:
while textinq feeq ofcos , deqil juqak ehh feeq . ishk-ishk , huumpfts !
*shakes head*
reached there , Coach , Janna and Phy was there :D
awwwwwww , rindu dornq siul !
used to be rapat with them siaa , but then we lost contact ):
now contacted back , and qot to myt them yesterday (:
neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
lepak with them , talked , lauqhed and just catch up with each other (:
keycoh siul , lepak nqan dornq perot bley pecah siak . ketawer-ketawer nonstop -.-
haha !
*smiles*
and while lepak-inq was textinq with feeq *smiles*
part sedeh , feeq tertdo . haha !
takpe lahs , he's tired . besides , kepale dier nqa peninq and ai asked him to take a rest .
lepak with them till about 3.30amplus , CintaBaby was already sleepy and tired .
so salam-ed all and we went off , hehs .
lepak laqy taw kornq ! (:
*keninq naek-naek*
had fun with kornq smuer , *smile widewide*
andand , for Janna and Coach . kornq last lonqlonq tawuk !
kornq sweet lah ! *smiles*
reached homey and sleep , aper laqy .
penat siul , haha !
kay dah , thats for yesterday . today pulak , fucked up day .
the plan was to myt AdekRaikhan , but sedehsedeh !
dier tak bley kuar , so tak jady ):
he will have his timeout tomorrow morninq , not today ):
*sobs*
nevermynd lahs , tomorrow will still qet to myt him :D
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
just now had a biqbiq fiqht with mmy -.-
irrits siak , dah . wont elaborate ! malas !
and since that fiqht , the day was really fucked up . hais ):
mi , mmy and CintaBaby stayed homey the whole day siak .
Cinta tenqok muker aku , aku tenqok muker Cinta , mmy tenqok muker kiter duer -.-
haha !
kiter dah cam budak tonqonq siak ! babi doqdoq !
takpe lahs , insyaallah malam nanty ader ornq ajak lepak .
hehs ,
siak uhs , dah braper lamer sia aku tak lepak . dah cam 1bulan lebeh siul .
pathetic kans , aku tawuk .
what to do , asek lepak kat uma je . either kat uma aku , ataw kat uma Cinta .
ataw tak pon , outinq . lepak dah tak sanqat siak .
at last , smlm dapat juqak lepak . like after so lonq . haha !
*winks*
andand Phybby , best siul . dapat sepak tuh pmpn ehh ? (:
haha !
best pe *smiles*
when ai heard the story , fuhhhhh ! cam happy smcm qytuh .
*lauqhs*
kay lah , nak qo tenqok teevee nqan Cinta and mmy (:
*smiles*
takecare smuer ,
senyum-senyum slalu (:
pichas from yesterday ,
sumpah muker aku tonqonq -.- haha !
oops , terdedah siul aku peh boncet *malu-malu*
nyh lah , banyak minom nyer pasal -.-
hehs ,
hehs ,
*lauqhs* muker itek aku siul , haha !
okay lah tuh , *winks*
ai'm youuhre SweetSourLove (:
CintaManisMasam ^.^
kay dah , bye . takecare [:
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