♥Monday, April 5, 2010♥
listeninq to Perpisahan by Ashidy Ridwan .
ai dont know what ai'm feelinq ryte now uhs .
everythinq just sucks , badtime !
wow , like at last ai had my rest ! after for like days of not sleepinq properly .
heeee ,
feels qreat siul , banqun je . fuuuuhhhh ! fresh siul (:
*lauqhs*
woke up around 5pmplus sak , okay lah tuh :D
planned to myt Fyrynnbby and Ayid , but then since mi , mmy and CintaBaby woke up late .
tak jady dehh ):
*sobs*
takpe lah , next time cancan pe *smiles*
today is just like any other random days , nothinq much happened .
at about 9pmplus , bus-ed to CWP with CintaBaby and slacked there awhile .
until about 11pmplus , mi and CintaBaby went homey .
she went her homey and ai went back my homey .
and have been online since ai reached home just now .
CintaBaby had a little mood swinq just now , but ai'm qlad that she's fyne now (:
cam tibe-tibe je dier mood swinq , aper tak aku terkejot .
ai was like havinq my sawan paqy just now , until ai realised that ai my hp was rinqinq .
someone texted mi , and it was him .
why must he come back ?! at this time ?? when ai'm alone .
ai cant believe that ai could talk to him that way siul .
never once ai've talked to him that way , ai was beinq feelinq-less .
qosh , was that even mi textinq him ?! how could ai talk to him that way siul .
hais .
ai've never talked to him that way before , until today .
ai replied him in a harsh way , which ai've never replied him that way before .
well , all ai can say is . saper makan chilli , dier raser pedas uhs .
there was really no names stated , why must youuh teraser ?
enjoy youuhre life to the fullest kay , without mi youuhre happy ? kay ,
better that way . same here too (:
takecare , bye to youuh ! (:
ai've had enouqh with love , ai'm sick and tired of beinq in love .
all ai nyd is MyCintaBaby , my second family and all my besty (:
when ai'm in this state now , no one's beside mi . as ai've said before ,
maybe ai'll just have to qo thru all this myself . its okay , nevermynd .
ai'm fyne this way (:
ai'm done lah kay , enouqh of everythinq .
ai nyd some time-off , ai nyd to enjoy alittle bit .
MyCintaBaby , ai'm sorry for beinq such an asshole .
ai'm sorry for always talkinq about him , cryinq and all stuffs .
ai'm sorry , ai ddnt mean it . ai try to make youuh happy in everyway ,
ai try my best to always make youuh smile , and qive youuh whatever that will make youuh happy.
ai dont want to see tears roll down youuhre cheeks , but if ai've not done enouqh ai'm sorry .
youuhre MyPerfectBbyGirl , and ai'm youuhres .
we should understand each other , althouqh yes .
youuh not qoinq thru what ai'm qoinq thru now , ai dont mynd if youuh dont understand mi .
but please bhy , just be my listeninq ear . ai dont mynd if youuh dont understand my situation ,
but ai just nyd someone to listen , ai expect nothinq more . kay bby ? (:
cause ai know that youuhre facinq youuhre own problems .
its okay , ai'm used to it already . beinq alone , is normal for mi .
facinq all my shyts alone , yeaah . used to it also .
remember what ai told youuh the other day ,
members smuer cam sial , biler kitern senanq dier datanq . biler kiter susah dier hilanq .
youuh should know who already experienced it ryte ? even ai experienced it already .
be stronq to face this current obstacle that youuhre facinq kay ?
butbut remember one thinq , althouqh youuh may not be there for mi when ai nyd youuh ,
but ai'll always be there for youuh . no matter in what situation ai'm in .
ai'll put aside my problems , and ai'll help youuh settle youuhres first .
ai'll makesure there's a smile on youuhre face , then ai'll be happy (:
kay bby ? (:
ailoveyouuh , 12th till eternity ehh bhy , *winks*
will be qoinq Dover later on , to myt mama , AdekRaikhan and CintaBaby .
ai wont be sleepinq , ai'll only sleep after ai come back from Dover .
andand , abah's cominq back tomorrow !
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
superduper happy siul , at last abah's cominq back (:
when abah's back , ai'll have no more problem for sure :D
cause abah's here , and he'll help mi thru ^^
abah's back , problems qo away *winks*
kay dah , wana qo denqar laqu jap kay .
takecare , bye .
wow , like at last ai had my rest ! after for like days of not sleepinq properly .
heeee ,
feels qreat siul , banqun je . fuuuuhhhh ! fresh siul (:
*lauqhs*
woke up around 5pmplus sak , okay lah tuh :D
planned to myt Fyrynnbby and Ayid , but then since mi , mmy and CintaBaby woke up late .
tak jady dehh ):
*sobs*
takpe lah , next time cancan pe *smiles*
today is just like any other random days , nothinq much happened .
at about 9pmplus , bus-ed to CWP with CintaBaby and slacked there awhile .
until about 11pmplus , mi and CintaBaby went homey .
she went her homey and ai went back my homey .
and have been online since ai reached home just now .
CintaBaby had a little mood swinq just now , but ai'm qlad that she's fyne now (:
cam tibe-tibe je dier mood swinq , aper tak aku terkejot .
ai was like havinq my sawan paqy just now , until ai realised that ai my hp was rinqinq .
someone texted mi , and it was him .
why must he come back ?! at this time ?? when ai'm alone .
ai cant believe that ai could talk to him that way siul .
never once ai've talked to him that way , ai was beinq feelinq-less .
qosh , was that even mi textinq him ?! how could ai talk to him that way siul .
hais .
ai've never talked to him that way before , until today .
ai replied him in a harsh way , which ai've never replied him that way before .
well , all ai can say is . saper makan chilli , dier raser pedas uhs .
there was really no names stated , why must youuh teraser ?
enjoy youuhre life to the fullest kay , without mi youuhre happy ? kay ,
better that way . same here too (:
takecare , bye to youuh ! (:
ai've had enouqh with love , ai'm sick and tired of beinq in love .
all ai nyd is MyCintaBaby , my second family and all my besty (:
when ai'm in this state now , no one's beside mi . as ai've said before ,
maybe ai'll just have to qo thru all this myself . its okay , nevermynd .
ai'm fyne this way (:
ai'm done lah kay , enouqh of everythinq .
ai nyd some time-off , ai nyd to enjoy alittle bit .
MyCintaBaby , ai'm sorry for beinq such an asshole .
ai'm sorry for always talkinq about him , cryinq and all stuffs .
ai'm sorry , ai ddnt mean it . ai try to make youuh happy in everyway ,
ai try my best to always make youuh smile , and qive youuh whatever that will make youuh happy.
ai dont want to see tears roll down youuhre cheeks , but if ai've not done enouqh ai'm sorry .
youuhre MyPerfectBbyGirl , and ai'm youuhres .
we should understand each other , althouqh yes .
youuh not qoinq thru what ai'm qoinq thru now , ai dont mynd if youuh dont understand mi .
but please bhy , just be my listeninq ear . ai dont mynd if youuh dont understand my situation ,
but ai just nyd someone to listen , ai expect nothinq more . kay bby ? (:
cause ai know that youuhre facinq youuhre own problems .
its okay , ai'm used to it already . beinq alone , is normal for mi .
facinq all my shyts alone , yeaah . used to it also .
remember what ai told youuh the other day ,
members smuer cam sial , biler kitern senanq dier datanq . biler kiter susah dier hilanq .
youuh should know who already experienced it ryte ? even ai experienced it already .
be stronq to face this current obstacle that youuhre facinq kay ?
butbut remember one thinq , althouqh youuh may not be there for mi when ai nyd youuh ,
but ai'll always be there for youuh . no matter in what situation ai'm in .
ai'll put aside my problems , and ai'll help youuh settle youuhres first .
ai'll makesure there's a smile on youuhre face , then ai'll be happy (:
kay bby ? (:
ailoveyouuh , 12th till eternity ehh bhy , *winks*
will be qoinq Dover later on , to myt mama , AdekRaikhan and CintaBaby .
ai wont be sleepinq , ai'll only sleep after ai come back from Dover .
andand , abah's cominq back tomorrow !
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
superduper happy siul , at last abah's cominq back (:
when abah's back , ai'll have no more problem for sure :D
cause abah's here , and he'll help mi thru ^^
abah's back , problems qo away *winks*
kay dah , wana qo denqar laqu jap kay .
takecare , bye .
I cant get enough of your love ♥
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