♥Wednesday, April 7, 2010♥
currently spendinq time with my elder sister (:
have been spendinq the whole day with sisters ,
now sittinq in the livinq room with my elder sister :D
today is sister's birthday !
happyhappyhappy ,
as ai promised , this is qoinq to be my proper post .
for sure its qona be a very'very lonq post . heeee (:
understand understood lah kay :D
Monday , 5thApril .
ddnt sleep , the whole nyte my eyes was stucked to my lappy .
listened to jiwanqs and was talkinq otp with CintaBaby ,
but not all the way . cause she was doinq somethinq . takmu nak kpo *bluuueeek*
then at around 630am , went to bathe and siap . finished siap at around 7am .
and ai'm off to Dover , took train . ofcos CintaBaby reached Dover first ,
as she was nearer to Dover than ai am . senqkanq siul , like jaoh nak mampos -.-
CintaBaby went to NUH first . ai reached Dover , and off to NUH .
reached NUH , myt mama , dady and CintaBaby .
salam-ed all and smoke first . they said that AdekRaikhan already went for his Operation .
and ai had to wait for his Operation to finish then ai'll qet to myt him .
qosh , ai was late ):
how could ai . but yeaah , senqkanq to dover . ai mean , its not really a short journey .
mau bercinta siul aku pat dalam train . haha !
then mama and dady went off , mi and CintaBaby went up to wait for Adek .
was sittinq there waitinq for Adek , and was listeninq sonqs .
dont know how , ai fell asleep . cause ai was too tired ai quess .
then CintaBaby went to Adek's bed . ai cant remember the bed number ,
and ai waited for Adek outside . after awhile , ai saw Adek .
on the bed , beinq pushed by the nurse . ai followed from behind ,
after they transfered him to his bed , and ai saw him just lyinq there ,
my tears fell . ai dont know why but its just so hard to see Adek in that condition .
CintaBaby cried too , she asked mi . whether is this the obstacles that she have to qo thru with him .
and ai said yes , cause it was so obvious . she and Adek both love each other alot,
but when they could be toqether aqain , they have to face all this obstacles .
CintaBaby , be stronq to qo thru this kay . remember , ai'm always here for youuh .
ai'll quide youuh thru , and ai'll make youuh stronqer (:
ailoveyouuh , and AdekRaikhan too :D
then went to Adek's bed , sit and just talktalk with him .
talked about alot of stuffs uhs , personal . takyah nak tawu *bluuuueeeek*
hehs ,
skipskipskip kay ,
the nurse came to check Adek's condition and all , awhile later ,
the nurse told Adek that he can qo home already .
Adek chanqed his baju and everythinq , abq edy reached with his friend .
and we waited for mama and dady to reach . after mama reached , we went off .
to tanqlin , Adek's homey . and when we reached , we dudok tenqok teevee .
CintaBaby asked Adek to eat , but he cant . he only eat abit , cause he's throat is hurtinq badly .
he can barely drink nor eat siul . he's throat was hurtinq like very badly .
he had to qo back hostel already , and while he was eatinq . he's tears fell .
ai felt so damn touched , cause Adek is such a nice quy . no one can compare to him sia .
dier nanqes bukan pasal dier kental ke aper ehh ,
its because he ddnt want to qo back hostel , he wanted to have medical homeleave .
cause he's sick , he just finished his Operation siul . how can that stupid doctor expect him to qo back hostel .
this people are just heartless siak ! manqkok siak aku !
then mama came out of the room and wanted to send Adek to hostel already .
theres nothinq mi and CintaBaby could do sia .
we dont want Adek to qo back hostel in that condition siul , but it was just out of our power .
we cant chanqe anythinq .
we walked to the road , and waited for cab .
while waitinq for cab , ai looked at Adek and somehow ai just felt superbly sedeh .
ai salam-ed everyone , air mater dah bertakonq siul !
biler aku salam mama , mama teqor aku .
mama ; aik ! asal nanqes ita ?
and my tears fell , ai cried like alot siak . ai dont know why .
after ai wiped my tears , the last person ai salam was Adek .
CintaBaby asked mi to huq Adek , but ai just stand still there with my tears fallinq .
ai salam-ed Adek , and my tears fell even more siul .
air mater Adek pon dah bertakonq siak , hais . CintaBaby joined us cry as well .
then ai huqqed Adek , hais )':
althouqh ai may not spend alot of time with Adek , but somehow ,
ai just feel superbly close with him . its like ai've known him for years .
after ai huqqed Adek , mama already haied a cab .
and they all went off , while the cab was movinq off . Adek turned behind and waved at mi .
kusyuuk lah sanqat aku nanqes and wavinq pat Adek sampai aku nak py bus stop pon salah jalan -.-
haha !
*paisehh*
aper nak uwat , dah kusyuuk sanqat . dunia pon aku tak inqat (:
walked to bus stop , took bus 147 and bus-ed to houqanq .
from houqanq bus-ed back to senqkanq . kiwak ! bercinta siak aku pat dalam bus .
in the end , Adek ddnt qo back hostel . cause he ddnt want to , he actually wanted to be warded .
which all of us also wants that (:
so that he dont have to qo back hostel . but that stupid nurse and doctor there cam cb .
babi doq uhs dornq ! takde haty perot pe kornq ?! babi !
CintaBaby was keepinq mi informed on whats happeninq . whether Adek kene warded ke tak .
reached senqkanq , ai myt mmy under our block . reached homey , online .
and quess what ? aku chat nqan dier thru pm .
pathetic kans ? ai know . but he started it first , bukan teraser or what lah .
but then , its so damn fuckinq obvious that he was refferinq to mi -.-
and aku takde baru nyer lah okay ! takmu sembaranq uhs !
aku masey stick pade satu kay , qet it .
stop puttinq words in my mouth . ishk !
tak tawu cam ane , aku bley tertdo depan lappy *shakes head*
terok nyer aku yak allah !
paham'paham lah kan , aku penat qiler babs siak .
Tuesday 6thApril , its like my exbesty's birthday .
yeaah , ai remembered . ai wouldnt forqet , but then aqain ai ddnt wish her .
ai wanted to , but ai dont know what came thru my mynd .
so ya , ai ddnt wish her . ai feel bad thouqh , but theres nothinq ai can do .
ai ddnt wish for thinqs to end up this way .
woke up around 3pmplus then wanted to qo R.plaza to qet food .
while qoinq out of homey , sister was cominq in .
just had this sudden feelinq of eatinq toqether (:
then asked her , went to qet stuffs at R.plaza .
came back , then eat toqether with sisters :D
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
after eatinq , all three of us use our own lappy -.-
cool or what , haha ! sittinq toqether but we're usinq our own lappy .
but we're like talkinq to each other , haha !
suddenly , he online . ya , hais .
ai just knew that we're qonq like some sort like "fiqht" thru pm aqain .
and yeaah , it happened aqain . obviously , he started first -.-
he's the one who always starts first , ai have o idea why .
whats wronq with him niy ? haiyo , no comment .
then he offline , and ai just continue spendinq time with sisters .
fyrynnbby texted mi , askinq mi whether ai want to myt her tak .
cause of some reasons , personal stuffs . takyah nak kpo *bluuuuueeeeek*
*smiles*
planned to myt her around 8pmplus , but then she paitao -.-
haha !
nevermynd lah , besides she qot school and ai ddnt want her to qo homey late .
CintaBaby nyded mi badly , and so ai rushed to CWP to myt her (:
reached there around 9pmplus , then myt Cinta and talked with her .
comfort her ofcos , ai made her smile and lauqh . *yey mi*
*smile widewide*
and ofcos ai listened to her problems , help her qet some solutions for her problems .
ai just had to be there , cause all she really nyded was my company .
eventhouqh ai only qot to talk with her only awhile , and ai some sort like wasted my trip there .
but who cares ? MyCintaBaby nyded mi sia , even if ai went there and only had 15mins to talk to her ,
ai wouldnt care . as lonq as she sees my face and she smiled is enouqh for mi .
time and money dont really matter to mi .
all ai care is about MyCintaBaby (:
ailoveyouuh CintaBaby *mwaaaaaaahs*
bus-ed to senqkanq , otw homey in the bus elder sister called mi .
askinq mi whether ai can myt her . so ai myt her somewhere near our homey ,
bouqht cake for dearest sister , cause her birthday is 7thApril (:
and it was about to be 12am already , we rushed like mad doqs -.-
haha !
from that cake shop , rushed back homey like mad people .
and we made like a small surprise for sister (:
awwwwww , it was sweet lah :D
*winks*
her bf was also with us , tak tawu cam ane bley terserempak dier pat cake shop .
he too wanted to qet a cake for sister , but too bad . we qot it first *bluuuuuueeeeek*
wahh , cake pon bley jady masalah siul . haha !
after wishinq sister , eat cake and stuffs . just spend time with sisters and her bf .
but sedeh , abah's not here to celebrate with us . and abah's birthday is also cominq soon .
ai do hope that abah will be back here by then .
ai know ai said that abah will be back yesterday , but he had some problems there .
and he couldnt make it back )':
sedeh siul , ai'm missinq abah damn fuckinq much . and ai nyd him fuckinq badly )':
but anyways , he's cominq back also . just have to be patient and wait for him (:
since just now , till now ai have been sittinq in the livinq room with elder sister , sita :D
so called like spendinq the nyte with her , we both on our lappy (:
she doinq her stuffs , and ai'm doinq myne :D
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
and yeaah , the pictures ai promised . will be uploaded below (:
those are pictures from 5thApril *smiles*
today , no plans . ai think . mi and sister both qoinq to sleep after this -.-
both sleepy and we're like walkinq zombies siak , haha !
enjoy (:
the puzzles of their lives , those hard obstacles they have to face .
be stronq kay (:
muker itek aku *smiles*
not beinq perfect just makes mi different from others (:
no use reqretinq love , it happened for a reason .
the focus is on that teeshirt , haha !
shocked that ai too have that tee ? dont be (:
SweetSourLove , everythinq Sweet and Sour :D
ps ; theres two other pictures that ai cant upload now .
my internet is beinq a bytch now .
my connection suck , ai swear !
nevermynd , can upload later on . my next post lah okay ? (:
kay dah , nak qo sleep ! ornq qy skola , aku tdo *bluuuuueeeeek*
haha !
jahat nyer aku ishk ! *smiles*
takecare bye .
for sure its qona be a very'very lonq post . heeee (:
understand understood lah kay :D
Monday , 5thApril .
ddnt sleep , the whole nyte my eyes was stucked to my lappy .
listened to jiwanqs and was talkinq otp with CintaBaby ,
but not all the way . cause she was doinq somethinq . takmu nak kpo *bluuueeek*
then at around 630am , went to bathe and siap . finished siap at around 7am .
and ai'm off to Dover , took train . ofcos CintaBaby reached Dover first ,
as she was nearer to Dover than ai am . senqkanq siul , like jaoh nak mampos -.-
CintaBaby went to NUH first . ai reached Dover , and off to NUH .
reached NUH , myt mama , dady and CintaBaby .
salam-ed all and smoke first . they said that AdekRaikhan already went for his Operation .
and ai had to wait for his Operation to finish then ai'll qet to myt him .
qosh , ai was late ):
how could ai . but yeaah , senqkanq to dover . ai mean , its not really a short journey .
mau bercinta siul aku pat dalam train . haha !
then mama and dady went off , mi and CintaBaby went up to wait for Adek .
was sittinq there waitinq for Adek , and was listeninq sonqs .
dont know how , ai fell asleep . cause ai was too tired ai quess .
then CintaBaby went to Adek's bed . ai cant remember the bed number ,
and ai waited for Adek outside . after awhile , ai saw Adek .
on the bed , beinq pushed by the nurse . ai followed from behind ,
after they transfered him to his bed , and ai saw him just lyinq there ,
my tears fell . ai dont know why but its just so hard to see Adek in that condition .
CintaBaby cried too , she asked mi . whether is this the obstacles that she have to qo thru with him .
and ai said yes , cause it was so obvious . she and Adek both love each other alot,
but when they could be toqether aqain , they have to face all this obstacles .
CintaBaby , be stronq to qo thru this kay . remember , ai'm always here for youuh .
ai'll quide youuh thru , and ai'll make youuh stronqer (:
ailoveyouuh , and AdekRaikhan too :D
then went to Adek's bed , sit and just talktalk with him .
talked about alot of stuffs uhs , personal . takyah nak tawu *bluuuueeeek*
hehs ,
skipskipskip kay ,
the nurse came to check Adek's condition and all , awhile later ,
the nurse told Adek that he can qo home already .
Adek chanqed his baju and everythinq , abq edy reached with his friend .
and we waited for mama and dady to reach . after mama reached , we went off .
to tanqlin , Adek's homey . and when we reached , we dudok tenqok teevee .
CintaBaby asked Adek to eat , but he cant . he only eat abit , cause he's throat is hurtinq badly .
he can barely drink nor eat siul . he's throat was hurtinq like very badly .
he had to qo back hostel already , and while he was eatinq . he's tears fell .
ai felt so damn touched , cause Adek is such a nice quy . no one can compare to him sia .
dier nanqes bukan pasal dier kental ke aper ehh ,
its because he ddnt want to qo back hostel , he wanted to have medical homeleave .
cause he's sick , he just finished his Operation siul . how can that stupid doctor expect him to qo back hostel .
this people are just heartless siak ! manqkok siak aku !
then mama came out of the room and wanted to send Adek to hostel already .
theres nothinq mi and CintaBaby could do sia .
we dont want Adek to qo back hostel in that condition siul , but it was just out of our power .
we cant chanqe anythinq .
we walked to the road , and waited for cab .
while waitinq for cab , ai looked at Adek and somehow ai just felt superbly sedeh .
ai salam-ed everyone , air mater dah bertakonq siul !
biler aku salam mama , mama teqor aku .
mama ; aik ! asal nanqes ita ?
and my tears fell , ai cried like alot siak . ai dont know why .
after ai wiped my tears , the last person ai salam was Adek .
CintaBaby asked mi to huq Adek , but ai just stand still there with my tears fallinq .
ai salam-ed Adek , and my tears fell even more siul .
air mater Adek pon dah bertakonq siak , hais . CintaBaby joined us cry as well .
then ai huqqed Adek , hais )':
althouqh ai may not spend alot of time with Adek , but somehow ,
ai just feel superbly close with him . its like ai've known him for years .
after ai huqqed Adek , mama already haied a cab .
and they all went off , while the cab was movinq off . Adek turned behind and waved at mi .
kusyuuk lah sanqat aku nanqes and wavinq pat Adek sampai aku nak py bus stop pon salah jalan -.-
haha !
*paisehh*
aper nak uwat , dah kusyuuk sanqat . dunia pon aku tak inqat (:
walked to bus stop , took bus 147 and bus-ed to houqanq .
from houqanq bus-ed back to senqkanq . kiwak ! bercinta siak aku pat dalam bus .
in the end , Adek ddnt qo back hostel . cause he ddnt want to , he actually wanted to be warded .
which all of us also wants that (:
so that he dont have to qo back hostel . but that stupid nurse and doctor there cam cb .
babi doq uhs dornq ! takde haty perot pe kornq ?! babi !
CintaBaby was keepinq mi informed on whats happeninq . whether Adek kene warded ke tak .
reached senqkanq , ai myt mmy under our block . reached homey , online .
and quess what ? aku chat nqan dier thru pm .
pathetic kans ? ai know . but he started it first , bukan teraser or what lah .
but then , its so damn fuckinq obvious that he was refferinq to mi -.-
and aku takde baru nyer lah okay ! takmu sembaranq uhs !
aku masey stick pade satu kay , qet it .
stop puttinq words in my mouth . ishk !
tak tawu cam ane , aku bley tertdo depan lappy *shakes head*
terok nyer aku yak allah !
paham'paham lah kan , aku penat qiler babs siak .
Tuesday 6thApril , its like my exbesty's birthday .
yeaah , ai remembered . ai wouldnt forqet , but then aqain ai ddnt wish her .
ai wanted to , but ai dont know what came thru my mynd .
so ya , ai ddnt wish her . ai feel bad thouqh , but theres nothinq ai can do .
ai ddnt wish for thinqs to end up this way .
woke up around 3pmplus then wanted to qo R.plaza to qet food .
while qoinq out of homey , sister was cominq in .
just had this sudden feelinq of eatinq toqether (:
then asked her , went to qet stuffs at R.plaza .
came back , then eat toqether with sisters :D
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
after eatinq , all three of us use our own lappy -.-
cool or what , haha ! sittinq toqether but we're usinq our own lappy .
but we're like talkinq to each other , haha !
suddenly , he online . ya , hais .
ai just knew that we're qonq like some sort like "fiqht" thru pm aqain .
and yeaah , it happened aqain . obviously , he started first -.-
he's the one who always starts first , ai have o idea why .
whats wronq with him niy ? haiyo , no comment .
then he offline , and ai just continue spendinq time with sisters .
fyrynnbby texted mi , askinq mi whether ai want to myt her tak .
cause of some reasons , personal stuffs . takyah nak kpo *bluuuuueeeeek*
*smiles*
planned to myt her around 8pmplus , but then she paitao -.-
haha !
nevermynd lah , besides she qot school and ai ddnt want her to qo homey late .
CintaBaby nyded mi badly , and so ai rushed to CWP to myt her (:
reached there around 9pmplus , then myt Cinta and talked with her .
comfort her ofcos , ai made her smile and lauqh . *yey mi*
*smile widewide*
and ofcos ai listened to her problems , help her qet some solutions for her problems .
ai just had to be there , cause all she really nyded was my company .
eventhouqh ai only qot to talk with her only awhile , and ai some sort like wasted my trip there .
but who cares ? MyCintaBaby nyded mi sia , even if ai went there and only had 15mins to talk to her ,
ai wouldnt care . as lonq as she sees my face and she smiled is enouqh for mi .
time and money dont really matter to mi .
all ai care is about MyCintaBaby (:
ailoveyouuh CintaBaby *mwaaaaaaahs*
bus-ed to senqkanq , otw homey in the bus elder sister called mi .
askinq mi whether ai can myt her . so ai myt her somewhere near our homey ,
bouqht cake for dearest sister , cause her birthday is 7thApril (:
and it was about to be 12am already , we rushed like mad doqs -.-
haha !
from that cake shop , rushed back homey like mad people .
and we made like a small surprise for sister (:
awwwwww , it was sweet lah :D
*winks*
her bf was also with us , tak tawu cam ane bley terserempak dier pat cake shop .
he too wanted to qet a cake for sister , but too bad . we qot it first *bluuuuuueeeeek*
wahh , cake pon bley jady masalah siul . haha !
after wishinq sister , eat cake and stuffs . just spend time with sisters and her bf .
but sedeh , abah's not here to celebrate with us . and abah's birthday is also cominq soon .
ai do hope that abah will be back here by then .
ai know ai said that abah will be back yesterday , but he had some problems there .
and he couldnt make it back )':
sedeh siul , ai'm missinq abah damn fuckinq much . and ai nyd him fuckinq badly )':
but anyways , he's cominq back also . just have to be patient and wait for him (:
since just now , till now ai have been sittinq in the livinq room with elder sister , sita :D
so called like spendinq the nyte with her , we both on our lappy (:
she doinq her stuffs , and ai'm doinq myne :D
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
and yeaah , the pictures ai promised . will be uploaded below (:
those are pictures from 5thApril *smiles*
today , no plans . ai think . mi and sister both qoinq to sleep after this -.-
both sleepy and we're like walkinq zombies siak , haha !
enjoy (:
be stronq kay (:
not beinq perfect just makes mi different from others (:
shocked that ai too have that tee ? dont be (:
ps ; theres two other pictures that ai cant upload now .
my internet is beinq a bytch now .
my connection suck , ai swear !
nevermynd , can upload later on . my next post lah okay ? (:
kay dah , nak qo sleep ! ornq qy skola , aku tdo *bluuuuueeeeek*
haha !
jahat nyer aku ishk ! *smiles*
takecare bye .
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