♥Sunday, April 4, 2010♥
listeninq to Marlina sanq by Marslinq Boys ,
ai'm happy for my bbyqiril !
ku terfikir pasal dier siul satu hary suntuk ):
kay , today ddnt really went the way mi and CintaBaby planned .
cause AdekRaikhan ddnt qet his homeleave , and aqain -.-
ya , ai know . binqet siul , dah semanqat-semanqat nak jumper dier siul .
last-last tak dapat spend time nqan dier .
the whole story lah kay , firstly . after my last post , aku tertdo -.-
haha !
aku cakap aku yanq nak kejot CintaBaby , tapy it was the opposite .
CintaBaby yanq kejot aku , haha ! (:
woke up and straiqht away siap . after siap , went off to R.plaza .
nak py beli rokok . reached R.plaza , terserempak nqan Fyrynnbby :D
Fyrynnbby was with Nazurah . salam-ed both , and ai qot two huqs sehh (:
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
happy siul aku , suker je ehh aku dapat huq . haha !
mesty uhs siul , dapat huq dary bbyqirls lamer sak .
takkan tak happy kan , then went to buy rokok . and off to tanqlin (:
went to Adek's homey , myt mama ! :D
dudok bubal-bubal with mama , and mama . qet well soon tawuk !
dont pass qerms to mi kay ? *winks*
cheyy , tak lah . fake je ! law mama pass qerms pat aku pon aku tak kesah (:
skipskipskip ,
cab-ed to bukit batok hostel with abq edy and CintaBaby .
mama ddnt come alonq , cause mama was sick .
CintaBaby bouqht for Adek his favouryte chocolate ice kacanq , and cookies (:
reached there , mi and CintaBaby waited at the bus stop .
since we cant visit him ):
*sobs*
and when we saw abq edy walkinq towards the bus stop ,
mi and CintaBaby rushed towards him , and quess what !
we qot to see Adek siul ! althouqh it was from far uhs .
cause he was in his room at the second floor , and we were outside at the roadside .
when ai saw Adek wavinq at CintaBaby , aku stunt siul .
ai ddnt even move , ai just stand still lookinq at Adek .
dont ask mi why ai was beinq a fool -.-
ai just felt like cryinq siak , cause ai know how it feels like . trust mi , ai know .
then CintaBaby was so fuckinq happy and she huqqed mi , and she asked mi to wave back to Adek .
and ai did , after ai waved back to Adek . he wave even more siul . hais ):
AdekRaikhan , mi and CintaBaby will be waitinq for youuhre homeleave next week .
insyaallah dornq kasy dier homeleave uhs , sial uhs dornq .
Adek asek takde homeleave je , ishk ! qeram pe !
then mi , abq edy and CintaBaby went off from there . bus-ed back to tanqlin .
mi and CintaBaby went to eat , then back to Adek's homey .
slack there till around 7.30pmplus , spend time with mama awhile .
told mama about my past and stuffs , hais ):
and mama showed mi feeq's baby pictures , sumpah cute qiler !
*qiqqles*
then mi and CintaBaby went off , we went to sit somewhere first .
as it was raininq , so waited for the rain to stop uhs .
while waitinq , ai opened up to CintaBaby . personal stuffs kay , takyah nak kpo !
*bluuuuuueeeek*
and yeaah , ai cried . cause ai was like lettinq out all my feelinqs .
ai ddnt know how to react anymore , so all ai could do was kept on talkinq ,
and cry -.-
while talkinq to CintaBaby , feeq misscalled mi (:
hehs ,
called him back but ai asked Cinta to talk to him , cause ai was cryinq siak .
takkan aku nak dier denqar suare aku yanq cam katak tuh kans -.-
after CintaBaby finished talkinq to feeq , ai talked to him awhile .
then mi and CintaBaby bus-ed back to houqanq . and from houqanq bus-ed back to senqkanq .
reached senqkanq , went homey . tukar baju and all , off to R.plaza .
to buy food for mmy , cause mmy lapar (:
while walkinq at R.plaza , saw Fyrynnbby and Ayid :D
ohhh qosh , they really do look very fuckinqly sweet toqether .
mi and Cinta keep on repeatinq this words to Ayid , "patch lah denqan fyrynn !"
*lauqhs*
then went to Mac and eat with CintaBaby , Fyrynnbby and Ayid (:
the moment ai stepped in Mac , ai looked at the teevee there and ai remembered feeq .
cause he's a fan of Arsenal , and it was Arsenal's match .
qosh , somehow ehh . ai miss chatinq with him sia . ai dont know why .
cause ai've not been chatinq with him this few days . and he's startinq school very soon .
mesty dier busy , and cant online much . hais , will miss chatinq with him more ):
then after eatinq , went back homey . kasy mmy nyer makan ,
lepak with Fyrynnbby , Ayid and CintaBaby (:
opposite my block , hehs .
and Ayid already told Cinta that he's qoinq to ask for patch at 2.43am .
CintaBaby told mi , and ai was like wow ! thats qreat !
*winks*
only Fyrynnbby ddnt know , hehs .
lepak awhile then myt my 7years friend , Irah .
talked abit with her , about quys -.-
at about 1.30amplus , Fyrynnbby and Ayid went off .
mi and CintaBaby went over to my second family's homey (:
*winks*
rindu dornq banyak-banyak siul !
lepak outside their homey and talked about alot of stuffs .
Sri Ulan kuaran , qosh . ai want to be there siul .
mamat peh kuaran siak , takkan aku taknak py kan .
ishk !
insyaallah aku dapat qy uhs ! (:
around 5amplus , went homey . and here ai am .
CintaBaby's asleep already . cause she's not feelinq well .
ader lah sebab-sebab nyer .
qet well soon tawuk bhy ! ailoveyouuh lah ! (:
*smiles*
to my dearest FyrynnTinyySquid and AyidStarflyElectro ,
ai'm qlad that youuh both are back toqether aqain (:
youuh both really look sweet toqether , sumpah !
ai'm happy for youuh both , ai'm happy when ai look at youuh both .
kornq takmu break-break laqy kays ? kornq must be stronq to qo thru every obstacle that comes youuhre way .
r/s is hard to maintain , but never ever let others be the reason for both of youuhre sufferinqs .
ai know what it feels like , losinq someone we love cause of others mouth .
cause ai went thru that before . and yet now , the same thinq is happeninq .
Fyrynnbby , youuh know what ai mean . youuh know the story bby (:
Ayid ohhh Ayid , takmu lafazkan tuh kater-kater break laqy lah kay ? :D
sayanq Fyrynn kankankan ?? then takmu sebot tuh word .
ai'm sure kau pon taknak kehilanqan Fyrynnbby for qood kans ? *keninq naek'naek*
and Fyrynnbby , see what ai told youuh ??
others wont win the qame , love will still win bby .
all youuh nyd is patience , and now see , youuhre back with Ayid ! (:
ai'm superbly happy for youuh sayaanq , really . sumpah !
prove to all those bytches out there that 13th is till eternity kays ? (:
*winks*
samer date siul bhy , hehs .
make mi proud tawuk ! eventhouqh ai cant continue that date with that certain someone ,
ai hope youuh and Ayid must-must continue that date kays (:
sayaanq youuh lah bhy !
Fyrynnbby , takecare of Ayid .
Ayid , takecare of Fyrynnbby kay ? (:
last lonqlonqlonqlonq !
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
saper nak pisahkan FyrynnTinyySquid nqan AyidStarflyElectro ?
jawab nqan aku lah kay ? sui (:
kasy dornq live their happy love story ,
manusia yanq laen , takmu nak sebok lah kay .
py caryk hidop sendiri , thankyouuh !
FyrynnTinyySquid , bbyqirl aku kay .
simpan tuh dalam otak kornq , py caryk hidop sendiri .
kau kacau hidop dier , kau kacau hidop aku .
be jealous cause AyidStarflyElectro , FyrynnTinyySquid punyer kay (:
for youuh , youuh should know who youuh are .
with whatever that happened between us , now youuh left .
youuh ddnt appreciate mi at all , whan ai was there waitinq like a fool ,
youuh took mi for qranted . youuh thouqht that ai miqht never ever leave .
youuh thouqht that whatever youuh do to mi , ai'll still be patient with youuh .
and just keep on waitinq for youuh .
but ai'm sorry uhs , on that nyte itself . ai blow up .
ai had enouqh of all youuhre shyts . 28march2010 .
ai just felt that ai had to end everythinq . and ya ai did .
now that ai'm qone , ai hope youuh do enjoy youuhre life to the fullest ehh .
cause youuh still have a very-very lonq way to qo babe .
youuh dont have to worry about anythinq , now is youuhre time .
enjoy lah kau puas-puas , tapy inqat . hary aku mesty datanq nyer .
takyah risau , there's still somethinq called KARMA ehh .
kau peh favouryte word , "ader peqy ader aylek"
kau pon mesty tawuk aper meaninq tuh word pe . so ya ,
just remember , ader peqy ader aylek doh .
sekaranq kau uwat aku niy macam , nanty biler dah terime balasan nyer ,
takmu nak menyesal taw pasal kau penah uwat aku niy macam .
inqat siket , kau peh hidop masey panjanq laqy .
sekaranq kau tak kene , satu hary mesty kene nyer .
simpan aku peh kater-kater pat otak kau kay .
takecare kay , enjoy youuhre life (:
*smile widewide*
aku takkan penah luperkan "dier" .
cause dier yanq ubah aku jady cam niy siul , law bukan pasal dier .
aku raser aku masey hancor laqy sak .
aku masey club , masey stim , masey ton tiap-tiap hary and dalam otak aku cumer ader hal nqan qado .
thanks to "him" aku brubah , and thankyouuh !
tapy kau uwat aku niy macam , aku tak bley diamkan je and terime smuer .
aku dah tahan , dah cukop lamer siul .
how much more can ai take , so ya . just had to end it .
and besides , kau pon tak kesah laqy pasal aku . so must ai care ?
no , ai dont think so . kau continue je lah niy macam .
kau peh hidop , tapy people rule youuhre life . youuh dont make all the choices youuhre self .
keep it up je , keep listeninq to people's words .
let them rule youuhre life , yanq hancor ty hidop kau . bukan hidop aku .
kau nak sanqat denqar ornq peh kater-kater kan , continue je lah kau .
ai've qot nothinq to say . haha !
no matter how bad youuh are , or how bad of an asshole youuh can be .
if youuh ask for a third chance , ai wont say no .
cause everyone deserves a chance to chanqe .
ai believe that , but makesure its true that they want to chanqe uhs .
so ya , if ever youuh reqret . and still no one steals my heart , ai will qive youuh another chance .
but once someone else steals my heart , sorry uhs . too bad .
lambat setapak uhh , thats all ai can say .
dah , dont wana talk about that anymore .
so yeaah , maybe later on will be mytinq Fyrynnbby aqain (:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
with Ayid ?? entah ehh , insyaallah Ayid will be joininq us (:
kay dah , nak tdo . penat dehh , nak catch up nqan aku peh beauty sleep :D
bye , takecare smuer !
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
ai'm qlad that youuh both are back toqether aqain (:
youuh both really look sweet toqether , sumpah !
ai'm happy for youuh both , ai'm happy when ai look at youuh both .
kornq takmu break-break laqy kays ? kornq must be stronq to qo thru every obstacle that comes youuhre way .
r/s is hard to maintain , but never ever let others be the reason for both of youuhre sufferinqs .
ai know what it feels like , losinq someone we love cause of others mouth .
cause ai went thru that before . and yet now , the same thinq is happeninq .
Fyrynnbby , youuh know what ai mean . youuh know the story bby (:
Ayid ohhh Ayid , takmu lafazkan tuh kater-kater break laqy lah kay ? :D
sayanq Fyrynn kankankan ?? then takmu sebot tuh word .
ai'm sure kau pon taknak kehilanqan Fyrynnbby for qood kans ? *keninq naek'naek*
and Fyrynnbby , see what ai told youuh ??
others wont win the qame , love will still win bby .
all youuh nyd is patience , and now see , youuhre back with Ayid ! (:
ai'm superbly happy for youuh sayaanq , really . sumpah !
prove to all those bytches out there that 13th is till eternity kays ? (:
*winks*
samer date siul bhy , hehs .
make mi proud tawuk ! eventhouqh ai cant continue that date with that certain someone ,
ai hope youuh and Ayid must-must continue that date kays (:
sayaanq youuh lah bhy !
Fyrynnbby , takecare of Ayid .
Ayid , takecare of Fyrynnbby kay ? (:
last lonqlonqlonqlonq !
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
saper nak pisahkan FyrynnTinyySquid nqan AyidStarflyElectro ?
jawab nqan aku lah kay ? sui (:
kasy dornq live their happy love story ,
manusia yanq laen , takmu nak sebok lah kay .
py caryk hidop sendiri , thankyouuh !
FyrynnTinyySquid , bbyqirl aku kay .
simpan tuh dalam otak kornq , py caryk hidop sendiri .
kau kacau hidop dier , kau kacau hidop aku .
be jealous cause AyidStarflyElectro , FyrynnTinyySquid punyer kay (:
for youuh , youuh should know who youuh are .
with whatever that happened between us , now youuh left .
youuh ddnt appreciate mi at all , whan ai was there waitinq like a fool ,
youuh took mi for qranted . youuh thouqht that ai miqht never ever leave .
youuh thouqht that whatever youuh do to mi , ai'll still be patient with youuh .
and just keep on waitinq for youuh .
but ai'm sorry uhs , on that nyte itself . ai blow up .
ai had enouqh of all youuhre shyts . 28march2010 .
ai just felt that ai had to end everythinq . and ya ai did .
now that ai'm qone , ai hope youuh do enjoy youuhre life to the fullest ehh .
cause youuh still have a very-very lonq way to qo babe .
youuh dont have to worry about anythinq , now is youuhre time .
enjoy lah kau puas-puas , tapy inqat . hary aku mesty datanq nyer .
takyah risau , there's still somethinq called KARMA ehh .
kau peh favouryte word , "ader peqy ader aylek"
kau pon mesty tawuk aper meaninq tuh word pe . so ya ,
just remember , ader peqy ader aylek doh .
sekaranq kau uwat aku niy macam , nanty biler dah terime balasan nyer ,
takmu nak menyesal taw pasal kau penah uwat aku niy macam .
inqat siket , kau peh hidop masey panjanq laqy .
sekaranq kau tak kene , satu hary mesty kene nyer .
simpan aku peh kater-kater pat otak kau kay .
takecare kay , enjoy youuhre life (:
*smile widewide*
aku takkan penah luperkan "dier" .
cause dier yanq ubah aku jady cam niy siul , law bukan pasal dier .
aku raser aku masey hancor laqy sak .
aku masey club , masey stim , masey ton tiap-tiap hary and dalam otak aku cumer ader hal nqan qado .
thanks to "him" aku brubah , and thankyouuh !
tapy kau uwat aku niy macam , aku tak bley diamkan je and terime smuer .
aku dah tahan , dah cukop lamer siul .
how much more can ai take , so ya . just had to end it .
and besides , kau pon tak kesah laqy pasal aku . so must ai care ?
no , ai dont think so . kau continue je lah niy macam .
kau peh hidop , tapy people rule youuhre life . youuh dont make all the choices youuhre self .
keep it up je , keep listeninq to people's words .
let them rule youuhre life , yanq hancor ty hidop kau . bukan hidop aku .
kau nak sanqat denqar ornq peh kater-kater kan , continue je lah kau .
ai've qot nothinq to say . haha !
no matter how bad youuh are , or how bad of an asshole youuh can be .
if youuh ask for a third chance , ai wont say no .
cause everyone deserves a chance to chanqe .
ai believe that , but makesure its true that they want to chanqe uhs .
so ya , if ever youuh reqret . and still no one steals my heart , ai will qive youuh another chance .
but once someone else steals my heart , sorry uhs . too bad .
lambat setapak uhh , thats all ai can say .
dah , dont wana talk about that anymore .
so yeaah , maybe later on will be mytinq Fyrynnbby aqain (:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
with Ayid ?? entah ehh , insyaallah Ayid will be joininq us (:
kay dah , nak tdo . penat dehh , nak catch up nqan aku peh beauty sleep :D
bye , takecare smuer !
nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett ^.^
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