Fafad's Girlfriend♥

♥Sunday, July 25, 2010♥

im down in all kinds of ways ,

i feel so guilty . fvck ! )):

hello earth people ! *waving*

okay , random =.=

yesterday , i talked to besty for 2hours straight .

teman besty onthephone from the time he left work till he reached home .

sweet kan ita ? huakhuak ^^

tak sangat , tapy okay lah :DD

along the way boyf did called and kiter conference , noisy lah , kecoh but fun ((:

laughed like superbly alot *smileeee*

besty letak tepon i think at about 7am plus , and i only slept for about 3hours ?

then i wokeup around 11am , and just imagine how fvcked up you'll be if you were me .

i waited the whole freaking day just for a simple text saying whether i have to go sengkang or not .

dont wana elaborate , then at about 6pm plus chat with besty pat fb and i just needed to meet him .

cause i was down , about something and i needed to share it with someone .

boyf's working and he had to leave for work early , i wouldnt want to disturb him .

so i asked besty if he could meet me awhile cause i was really down ,

and besty agreed . yey ! got to meet my besty like at last ! *smiling*

but too bad boyf cant be there , but nevermind . later on meeting boyf :DD

*smile widewide*

me and besty talked about alot of stuffs , and i kinda opened up about everything to besty .

i guess i just couldnt keep it much longer , i just had to tell him . cause i cant keep on lying to him ,

hais )):

besty , this is for you . im sorry , i really am .

i know i've been saying sorry like too many times , but i really am sorry .

i ddnt mean to lie to you , or to not tell you . but somehow i had to .

i was stuck in that situation that i actually couldnt even choose whose side i was on ,

that was my mistake , i admit it . i couldnt think for myself what was right and what was wrong .

i hope you forgive me for lying , i regret everything i did .

and i did it for someone who dosent even appreciate me , yknow who im talking about .

besty , iloveyou alot . and your the best besty i've ever had , i dont wana lose you .

sumpah !

i sayang you too much already besty , you mean alot to me .

since the day you started showing care towards me , i already realized that your different .

your not the same like all the besty i used to have last time .

you showed me how much you really care about me , you could come down to KK hosp just for me .

and that really made me feel so damn touched .

besty , iloveyou !

and im sorry *looks down*

i promise i wont ever repeat that same mistake again , i've learnt my mistake .

besty , that was for you . i just want you to know how much you mean to me ((:

RAFQI ALI :DD

*giggles*

kay thats all , nary ita nak pindah jack .

hahaha !

pindah lagy , yeaah iknow . what to do lah kan , and will be meeting boyf later .

hopping that boyf will be sleeping over my new homey later tonight.

huakhuak ^^

kay lah , takecare , bye .

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I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 3:44 AM

♥Saturday, July 24, 2010♥

finally im taken by the best :DD

yeaah , im attached *winks*

*smileee widewide*

chaaaaaaaaak'chaaaaaaaaak !

finally im attached ^^

yeaah , wow ! 24072010 <3

and it was so sweet , sumpah !

i cried like superbly lot , touching siul .

firstly , me and Boyf started contacted back on the 1st of July .

then first time we met back again on the 5th of July .

the first time Boyf slept over my homey was on the 11th of July ,

and it went on ((:

wow , now we're together :DD

from besty , now matey . WOW !

okaay lah tuh kan , hehs ((:

currently now onthephone with BabyBoyf and Besty <3

BESTY !! IMISSYOU ! )):

meetup soon please oh please , cancan ?

i miss your kecohness )):

*looks down*

he's the BEST BESTY i've ever had , like criously !

sumpah , cause he's a perfect besty . he cares for me like superbly alot !

and he showed me alot of care , thankyou besty .

ILOVEYOU besty !

*smile widewide*

BabyBoyf , iloveyou .

thankyou for being there for me in the past and also now ,

you really proved to me how much you love me and care for me .

iloveyou .

ineedyou ,

imissyou .

nak meet on sunday baby <3

kay dah , nak onthephone ngan bestyku and babyboyf .

takecare , bye .

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I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 5:09 AM

♥Thursday, July 22, 2010♥

backk ! :DD

still sick , and ai'm fvcking boredd =.=

chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak'chaaaaaaaaaaaaak !

kayy , ai'm boredd at home alone =.=

nevermind , bytheway at last ai uploaded the pictures alreadyy ((:

pictures nanty'nanty kay *smileeee*

so far , ai've just been staying at home alot , cause of some reasons .

Lovee <3 has been working like superb hard and he's sick )):

oh sedeh rite , ai know . and ai cant be there to takecare of him .

cause ai cant even meet him , hais .

Lovee <3 is ontheway home from work , kcian Lovee .

hais )):

so yesterday sister slept over my homey , had fun luh laughing my ass off .

and got info about something that made me down like fvck .

abgku , kene tangkap smlm . and nary his court .

cb kan ?! sedeh sia , ai cried like superbly alot siul .

*looks down*

hopefully everything will be fine , aimissyyouh abg !

abg , braper banyak kali nak ita cakap niy ? takmu uwat lagy !

ita bley stop asal abg tak bley stop ? hais , tengok now what happened .

sekarang abg nak dengar aper ita cakap tak ? haiyo !

*shakes head*

ai hope everything will be fine )):

today got training , will be leaving homey around 3pmplus maybe ?

amyybabygirl needs me , shes down . so will be going early .

then after training will be going home , gona be damn tiredd for sure .

cause kiter kene blajar banyak bende sehh , untuk kluaran .

hais ,

enjoy the pictures kay :DD

Lovee <3 just topup for me , sweet kan dier ?

hehs :DD

cause my pp8 low , then he topup for me without me knowing .

idiot !

but sweet luh dier , *smile widewide*

thanks Baby <3

kay dah , takecare , bye .

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I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 1:20 PM

♥Monday, July 19, 2010♥

ai've been qone lonq huh . hahaa !

sorry yeaah , ai'm just damn busy nowdays .

ai dont even have time to on my lappy ,

well , updates on what happened so far kays .
its qoinq to be a lonq post , trust me :DD

firstly , my birthday wishes . more to came , yeaah that was indeed true .

ai'll list down all kays , from first person to the last person .

AmyyStarr bby ,

sister ,

myy Babyylovee <3 ,

abah ,

mmy ,

Tyshaa'NurSandra ,

iQit ,

Eira London ,

Ahlep Chuckie ,

Danish Rascal ,

Wan Lashey ,

Ayumi Shazzy Lee Wyatts ,

Fyyqa Kechyyk ,

F Yani Von Smith ,

Efaa'Beyybehh ,

Cik Hani ,

Ibu & Ayah ,

BabyPuteriySweets ,

Firza ,

Daniel ,

Ahkai JR ,

Qamarul Jaini ,

Adq iraa ,

Iqa Cewek ,

Ina Toraa ,

Rafie Ridzuan ,

Rafidah Zainal ,

Hanif Hanafie ,

Elder Sister ,

Bobby Benjiro ,

Amy Monyet ,

Tata ,

Samantha ,

Aan Pendek ((:

that was all my birthday wishes :DD

its either my phone or my lappy , but rite now ai cant send any pictures .

so sorry lohh , there wont be any pics . but PROMISE pictures will come soon ayte :DD

6 July , went out dinner with abah , mmy and sister at Holland Villaqe .

had fun luh lauqhinq my ass off with sister , hahaha !

7 July , met AmyyStarr bby and Ad at R.plaza .

bouqht food and went to Ayah's homey , they qave me a small surprise , a small cake .

it ddnt cost alot , but then aqain its the thouqht that counts rite ((:

efa ddnt wish me happy birthday cause she wanted to make me think that she forqot about my birthday .

but actually she already planned this surprise , and awwww .

that was really like superbly sweet bbys , thankyyouh bbys !

sayaanq kornq ! :DD

8 July , wokeup at 7am , qot ready and cab'ed to KK Hosp with mmy and abah .

personal reasons kays , only close peeps knows .

reached there and waited for my turn , while waitinq was onthephone with BabyLovee <3

actually he wanted to come to accompany me at KK , toqether with Besty <3

but Lovee <3 said that he's tired , cause he just finished work .

Lovee works at nite and finishes morninq , so yeaah . ai understand if he's tiredd .

Besty couldnt come cause he's sick , pity'pity them !

but nevermind , ai was okaay with it .

while was talkinq to Lovee , he kept on askinq me where am ai .

and ai was like ?? wth =.=

Lovee took train home , which he NEVER before took train . he always take bus home .

suddenly , ai saw Lovee ! cb kan dier !

arrrrrrrrrrrrqhhhhhhhhh !

dah lah penat , dary keje , bukan nak balek tdo taw .

tapy datanq jumper ita kat Hosp . was a little anqry , but Lovee wanted to be there with me .

how sweet of him rite ? :DD

ailoveyyouh BABY !

talked , smokey'smokey with Lovee then while sittinq with Lovee , his phone ranq and he walked infront of me .

and replied the msq , and told me he's qoinq to 711 awhile and he will be back soon .

so ai said okaay , he came back with Besty <3

awwwwwwwwwwwwww !

Besty , how sweet of yyouh !

hehs , but cb lah yyouh . saket'saket datanq Hosp .

cb kan ! ai asked yyouh to rest at home pun tak bley ke ?

hahaaa !

Besty and Lovee waited for me until mmy told them to qo home first cause ai'm qona finish late .

so they went home and ai waited for the operation to finish and went home with abah and mmy .

reached home , all ai did was rest .

9 July , went for traininq . wonderinq how ai could qo ?

while ai'm still not well yet ? hmmmm .

cause traininq is very important for me , that ai cant even miss it .

and so far , ai've NEVER once skipped traininq . no matter whats my condition .

and ai did prove it uhh , cause ai was unwell but still ai could walk and do traininq .

reached traininq , and ai saw two new qirls . but we had to qo up rumah ayah ,

due to the quys were late !

then ayah and cik rep interviewed the two new qirls , then ayah asked ibu to brinq out .

ai was like huh !? brinq out what ? =.=

*blurr*

food came , then came a cake . awwww , so sweet of them !

Ayah and Ibu bouqht a biq cake this time to celebrate my birthday with budak'budak kude .

sweet kan dornq ? ai know ! hehs :DD
but sadly , ita kene sabo )):

oh sedeh kans ? tawu ! but what to do , setahun sekaly lah kans .

takpe lah ((:

10 July ,

went to Ayah's homey , take my quitar and lepak awhile , and ai went back home .

was surposed to qo chanqi tenqok kude , but then tak jady cause ai was not feelinq well .

and besides it was raininq , so just stayed at home and sleep .

11 July ,

Lovee slept over my homey ((:

spent time with him cause Lovee is workinq almost everyday , and he's off day is only on sunday .

so ai cant really meet him at all , sedeh siak .

but then nevermind , one week once jumper dier is qood enouqh for me :DD

the rest of the days , ai cant remember .

hehs , sorry luh .

ai did too many thinqs , ai cant even remeber .

there's pictures taken , but sadly cant send . so wait kays ((:

yesterday ,

Lovee was off and he came over my homey , first he said that he wont be sleepinq over .

cause abah , and sister was at my homey .

seqan luh dier , hehs .

so ai said okaay , Lovee said that he will be qoinq back home at 10pm .

but then Lovee ended up stayinq over :DD

me and Lovee had some misunderstandinq , but then we settled everythinq already .

and we're fine now . still , theres some questions that ai want to ask him ,

maybe its just not the time yet .

hmmmm ,

kay luh , ai'm tiredd . cause ai'm not feelinq well rite now , ai'm havinq couqh and this fever is killinq me .

takecare , bye .

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I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 10:11 PM

♥Wednesday, July 7, 2010♥

chaaaaaaaaak ^^

sorry have not been postinq for awhile , been busy and sick =.=

quess what ? its my birthday :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
like at last qytuh kan , dah 18 (:
hehs , dah leqal sehh ita . hahahaha !
okaay lah tuh kans *keninq up up*
ai ddnt celebrate my birthday with anythinq qrand or somethinq , but just simple stuffs .
like , havinq dinner with beloved family :D
abah , mmy and sister (:
qot sweet texts from my loved ones and afew other lovely peeps wished me at fb ,
or thru phone .
sweet kan dornq , hehs (:
*smile widewide*
so far alot has happened while ai ddnt post , ai'm no lonqer with [insertname].
ai'm movinq on cause of some reasons . well , he should qo on with life .
and so will ai (:
ai' doinq qreaaaat without him :D
someone else loves me , and is willinq to share everythinq with me .
beinq there for me when ai need him , but actually its not even his duty to takecare of me .
youh are just my past [insertname] , and youh can just qo and have fun with all youhre other qirls okaay :D
qoodbye to youh [insertname] !
next , on 27 june 2010 had kuaran at toapayoh block 63 :D
kiter jam nqan Darat Nenas (:
it was okaay lah so far , everythinq went on just fine .
kay dah , the rest of the stuffs that happened ai cant remember .
hehs , sorry lah . too many thinqs to remember .
hahahah !
birthday wishes ;
[from first to last]
AmyyStarr bby <3
Sister <3
BabyLoveee <3
Abah <3
Mmy <3
Tyshaa bby <3
Iqit bby <3
Eira London <3
Ahlep Chuckie <3
Danish Rascal <3
Wan Lashey <3
Ayumi Shazzy Lee wyatts <3
Fyyqa Kechyyk <3
so far thats all , maybe more to come ? (:
hhahahahaha !
the sweetest wishes is from Amyy bby and BabyLoveeee <3
Amyy bby made tears rolled down my cheeks sehh , the text was so damn sweet :D
and she's the first person to wish me . sweet kan dier ?
tawu ! takyah cakap , hehs :D
BabyLoveeee's was even more'more sweet , sumpah .
lovee <3 first called me and wished me (:
padehal lovee was workinq and he took afew mins just to wish me ,
sweet kan ? :D
he said this to me ;
loveeeee ; ma , HappyBirthday ! inqat taw youh dah maken tua ,
takmu nakal'nakal laqy kay , jaqer diri mama baek'baek .
cause itu yanq palinq important . okaay ?
sayaanq youh , *mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs*
me ; awwww , sweet pe kau pa ! hehs:D
sumpah , loveeee was damn sweet .
cair skjap siul ita , hehs *smileeeeee*
loveeee was damn fvckinq sweet , and after that loveee texted me :D
thankyouh lovely peeps for the birthday wishes .
sayaaanq kornq dehh , ita appreciate all the wishes yeaah (:
okaay , ita nak bobok dulu kays .
penat dehh :D
takecare , bye .

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I cant get enough of your love ♥
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