♥Sunday, July 25, 2010♥
im down in all kinds of ways ,
i feel so guilty . fvck ! )):
hello earth people ! *waving*
okay , random =.=
yesterday , i talked to besty for 2hours straight .
teman besty onthephone from the time he left work till he reached home .
sweet kan ita ? huakhuak ^^
tak sangat , tapy okay lah :DD
along the way boyf did called and kiter conference , noisy lah , kecoh but fun ((:
laughed like superbly alot *smileeee*
besty letak tepon i think at about 7am plus , and i only slept for about 3hours ?
then i wokeup around 11am , and just imagine how fvcked up you'll be if you were me .
i waited the whole freaking day just for a simple text saying whether i have to go sengkang or not .
dont wana elaborate , then at about 6pm plus chat with besty pat fb and i just needed to meet him .
cause i was down , about something and i needed to share it with someone .
boyf's working and he had to leave for work early , i wouldnt want to disturb him .
so i asked besty if he could meet me awhile cause i was really down ,
and besty agreed . yey ! got to meet my besty like at last ! *smiling*
but too bad boyf cant be there , but nevermind . later on meeting boyf :DD
*smile widewide*
me and besty talked about alot of stuffs , and i kinda opened up about everything to besty .
i guess i just couldnt keep it much longer , i just had to tell him . cause i cant keep on lying to him ,
hais )):
besty , this is for you . im sorry , i really am .
i know i've been saying sorry like too many times , but i really am sorry .
i ddnt mean to lie to you , or to not tell you . but somehow i had to .
i was stuck in that situation that i actually couldnt even choose whose side i was on ,
that was my mistake , i admit it . i couldnt think for myself what was right and what was wrong .
i hope you forgive me for lying , i regret everything i did .
and i did it for someone who dosent even appreciate me , yknow who im talking about .
besty , iloveyou alot . and your the best besty i've ever had , i dont wana lose you .
sumpah !
i sayang you too much already besty , you mean alot to me .
since the day you started showing care towards me , i already realized that your different .
your not the same like all the besty i used to have last time .
you showed me how much you really care about me , you could come down to KK hosp just for me .
and that really made me feel so damn touched .
besty , iloveyou !
and im sorry *looks down*
i promise i wont ever repeat that same mistake again , i've learnt my mistake .
besty , that was for you . i just want you to know how much you mean to me ((:
RAFQI ALI :DD
*giggles*
kay thats all , nary ita nak pindah jack .
hahaha !
pindah lagy , yeaah iknow . what to do lah kan , and will be meeting boyf later .
hopping that boyf will be sleeping over my new homey later tonight.
huakhuak ^^
kay lah , takecare , bye .
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I cant get enough of your love ♥
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