♥Monday, October 11, 2010♥
it hurts alot , the truth really hurts)':
hais , it cut me deep . *crying*
i ddnt expected him to be this kind of guy , i thought he was different .
he WAS , but that was just for a moment i guess .
i dont know what else to think or do right now , im stunt .
was it her to be blamed for what happened ? YES !
it is about her , it has always been about HER !
fvck siak , the feeling is like really fvcked up .
since the very start , she was always the problem .
why must she enter our lovelife ?!!!!!!
cant she just bloody move on !!!!?
sengkit konek kaper siak ! PUKIMAK uhs !
kau dah buang dia , gy ngan jantan laen .
bey sekarang dia dah ngan aku , kau nak masuk balek dalam hidup dia and hancurkan apa yang kita ada ?!
pragai STOPIT OKAAY !
niy lah reason aku benci kau from the start !
i fvcking blame you for everything that happened ! BITCH !
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh !
sot siak otak ita ! otak lary sia !
kau dah maen'maen kan dia dulu , curang ngan jantan laen . bey dia dah tinggalkan kau ,
sekarang dia dah ngan aku , after 3 BLOODY FVCKING YEARS YOU BLOODY FVCKING COME BACK !!!!!?
what are you trying to do !?
after 3 years kau dah tak ngan dia lagy , sekarang kau datang balek .
dengan senang nyer kau nak masuk balek dalam hidup dia ?!!
ehs , stopit pleaseee !
takmu uhs sampai aku penah skaly pun nampak muker kau kay , pleaseee.
fvcking pissed off siak , you cheated him , and now you come back and ruin everything .
thankyou RINA !
i've sacrificed alot for my relationship with him to go on smoothly , but now everything's gone .
and its because of you , thankyou .
i blame both for what happened , but i blame you more .
because of what you did to him in the past , he's like this now .
heart as hard as a stone , because of YOU , he hurt ME !
its not fair to me sia , i have feelings too seh .
why does people always tell me to just forget about it , its not that easy !
it hurts alot sia , im trying my fvcking best to be strong cause of my bestfriend .
he's my one and only strength right now , he's the one who's helping me go thru these days without 'him'
i try to hide my tears cause i know my bestfriend dont want to see my tears .
but the more i try to keep my tears and act like im doing just fine ,
tends to hurt me even more . hais , im trying my best .
i am , i swear . but is my efforts enough ? i dout .
bestfriend , i need you now )':
*looks down*
i hope that one day , insert name will open his eyes and realize what he's done .
and hopefully one day he'll regret for doing what he did .
hais ,
for now , ita ikhlas lepaskan insert name , i'll continue to live life the way it is ,
with my bestfriend around me , i'll be fine .
i blame both for what happened , but i blame you more .
because of what you did to him in the past , he's like this now .
heart as hard as a stone , because of YOU , he hurt ME !
its not fair to me sia , i have feelings too seh .
why does people always tell me to just forget about it , its not that easy !
it hurts alot sia , im trying my fvcking best to be strong cause of my bestfriend .
he's my one and only strength right now , he's the one who's helping me go thru these days without 'him'
i try to hide my tears cause i know my bestfriend dont want to see my tears .
but the more i try to keep my tears and act like im doing just fine ,
tends to hurt me even more . hais , im trying my best .
i am , i swear . but is my efforts enough ? i dout .
bestfriend , i need you now )':
*looks down*
i hope that one day , insert name will open his eyes and realize what he's done .
and hopefully one day he'll regret for doing what he did .
hais ,
for now , ita ikhlas lepaskan insert name , i'll continue to live life the way it is ,
with my bestfriend around me , i'll be fine .
I cant get enough of your love ♥
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