Fafad's Girlfriend♥

♥Friday, April 29, 2011♥

currently listening to ; Hembusan ,

tears are suddenly falling , i cant help but cry )':

i just finished reading Piggy's blog and i cant stop crying now .

flashbacks occured *looks down*

flashbacks on that day that you cried infront of me and i wiped your tears ,

then suddenly tears fell down my cheeks as well .

that moment was the time we got closer . that day meant alot to me ):

it touched me so much that you remembered , *wipe tears*

remember the times you used to confort me when i was down ?

you were the only one who could cool me down back then ,

can i have all those times back pls ):

im sorry if i did change , in any ways at all . i didnt mean to ,

i've already explained to you , and i just hope you understand what i meant .

i just dont wanna see you get hurt again , i dont wanna see your tears again .

i want you to be happy cause i know you deserve the best piggy .

i want whats best for you , like what you said to me dulu ,

you just wanna see me happy and you want whats best for me , thats exactly what i want for you now .

im happy if you are piggy (:

I Love You BabyPiggy <3 and i will always do ~

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 5:08 AM

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have been sleeping over at Cinta's crib for two days then finally am home (:

right now am sitting on my bed with mata bengkak , and nothing to do /:

i miss my BabyPiglet so much , ciish .

BabyPiglet , this post is for you ~

i just want to let you know that i miss you so much ):

for a minute i thought that you didnt need me anymore ,

i thought that you have someone to take over my position in your life .

and i was so fvcking down that i kept on crying and crying .

even boyfriend couldnt made me stop crying )':

we've been apart this few weeks , we've not been meeting and spending time together like we used to .

you had your own life to deal with and so do i , but thru this times i've never stopped missing you .

although i've been busy with boyfriend lately , dont ever think that i dont miss you .

you've been busy with girlfriend and i have been busy with boyfriend too that we actually forgot about each other ):

sodeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh )':

*sobs*

BUT ,i didnt forget about you kay ! hehe.

pls spend time real soon , cause i missed those times we used to have together .

remember the times you used to send me to the bus stop every morning after we ton ?

haha ! remember the first ever time you send me , it was so freaking weird .

cause we didnt even talk at all -.- haha !

remember the times where everyone else was asleep and we entertained each other

with our stupid jokes ?? and we laughed like orng gila pagi'pagi buta ?? hahha !

remember the time we talked cock till everyone woke up ?? hehe.

all those sweet moments , gosh . i miss it so much , dont you miss it too ?

those sweet msgs you used to send me , i miss it so much ):

hais )':

BabyPiggy , i want those times to come back pls *muka sedih*

am missing Cinta's tiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak right now /:

i need a hug

kay bye .

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 3:18 AM

♥Tuesday, April 26, 2011♥

just reached home , phew . damn tired /:

firstly before anything , i wanna wish Abah HappyBirthdaaay <3

hehe. yes its Abah's birthday today :DD

ealier went out with Cinta to town , walked around and accompany Cinta survey his stuffs (:

then lepak with Cinta awhile then Abah fetched me then off gi for late dinner with them :DD

makan at bedok , fuhh . kenyang nak mampus deh ~ hehe :P

had a talk with Doddy while i was eating just now , and we planned about our holiday .

but Cinta said we should cancel our trip to KL . sodeeeeeeeh ):

ada luh reasons'reasons dia why Cinta think we should cancel this trip .

what to do lah kan , hmm. takpa luh , just do as Cinta says .

*sobs*

so on my monthsary with Cinta , will be meeting Inababy , and my BabyPiggy <3

gosh , i miss my HoneyStars so muchy :DD hehe.

now Cinta being super sensitive , and idk why . whats wrong with Cinta today . ergh.

Cinta's being overly too sensitive today , asyik nak marah'marah aje ,

abey asyik tanya question'question bodoh jeh . aduii.

Ahbhy , dont think negative pls . I Love You , and only you okay .

your not a bad Boyfriend sayangg , takmau lah fikir yang bukan'bukan pls .

*cover face*

Cintaaaaaaaaaa , i nak briken pls ! hehehe :P

tadi gi tengok briken , ishk. hati membara jeh . haha !

wahpiangeh ! dah ada satu briken kat rumah , masih nak lagi ah ? hehe.

tapi i nak jugak pls ^.^

Cinta misses the old me , suddenly . did i change Cinta ?

geez , im sorry if i did change . maybe theres a reason why i changed ?

have you ever thought of that ? remember what we talked about at esplanade that time baby ?

i dont want you to be sensitive and always thinking negative about me ,

takmau lah sikit'sikit marah , i have feelings too yknow baby .

but im not mad at you , nor did my love for you fade . that will never happen okay love ?

stop all your negative thoughts , cause it will only make you feel worst . trust me .
i miss the times we used to have back then , 'milo with ice no cup' hehe.
how cute , i know right (:
but now it seems that everythings gone , why ? im not really sure ,
as time goes by , you've became someone i dont know .
you get angry oh so fast , theres no more jokes that i can pull off .
you'll get moody cause of little'little stuffs , and you'll like merajuk with my small mistakes .
Cinta , you was never like this before . but you changed too , and maybe thats the reason why i changed .
im not too sure myself , but this is all natural . i cant change this fact , pls understand .
Cinta , as much as you want the old me back , i want the old you back too .
pls find yourself and get back up to the old you okay ,
yes i thought you how to be rough with me since im used with people being rough ,
but i didnt asked you to change up to this level that you'll get moody over small little things .
hais. i still love you no matter what baby , but pls find yourself okay <3

i think im gonna go tuck in to bed now ,

kay bye.

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 2:59 AM

♥Monday, April 25, 2011♥

am currently sitting on my bed with nothing to do and i cant sleep either -.-

bored as hell , gosh . Cinta's not here with me , how sedih ):

baby nari tak balik siniy and maybe for the time being baby tak balik siniy .

sodeeeeeeeeeh *muka sedih*

i nak peluk siapa malam'malam ):

kay dah sudah , taknak complain lagi . hehe.

just now went to Kampung Melayu , watch Kuda . kumpulan Astina .

went there with Cinta , then met Ina baby and adik ira kat sana .

half way while watching the show abang called me , abang came there too .

after watching the show , went to salam abang and the rest and off home .

abah fetched me , bought food then here i am (:

Cinta's asleep already , but sadly i cant sleep /:

currently listening to lagu Hembusan , and waiting for when i'll get sleepy .

kay dah , i wanna search for hotel's for my holiday soon :DD

with kakak , doddy and Cinta . not sure yet who else is coming along ,

but right now i need to search for a hotel first for us (:

kay bye .

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 2:12 AM

♥Thursday, April 21, 2011♥

it's been sucha long time since i've last updated , have been busy lately .

with life ofcos (: currently now sitting at home , smoking and waiting for time to leave :D

will be meeting bestfriend at lakeside later on XD

basically now , life has been so called 'perfect' for me .

i have wonderful friends which really light up my days , the perfect bestfriend ,

really caring babygirl and ofcos the most loving boyfriend anyone could ever wished for (:

*wink*

after so long not updating , i feel kinda weird now that i've started updating back -.-

haha !

Boyfriend's bringing me for a holiday soon , sukaaaaaa <3

am so excited , cant wait . but its like a long way to go , just have to be patient :D

otak blank -.- idk what else to update here , so i'll just end here alright ^.^

kay bye .

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 7:53 PM