Fafad's Girlfriend♥

♥Saturday, July 30, 2011♥

Sometimes i wonder , are all of the real or is this just a fantasy that i'm in .

Geez ~

All of my dark days became bright , all those tears turned into laughter just in seconds ,

misery turned into happiness . Something that i've been wanting all along , it may not be a big deal to other people .

But it is to me , because it's my life we're talking about here ~

BumbleB changed my life alot , ever since you entered my life things changed .

From the time when i didn't have anyone to talk to , i had you .

When i didn't have anyone to cry with , i had you .

When i needed someone to confort me , i had you .

When i needed someone's hugs , i had you to hug me .

When i cried , you were there to wipe my tears away and put a smile back on me .

When you cried , i was there to wipe your tears away and make you smile once more .

You were everything to me back then and up till now baby , words will never be enough to let you know how important you are to me but i hope that when you think back of everything that we've been thru together you'll know it for youself ~

All those special moments we shared , are all still fresh in my memory honey . If you forgot about it all , allow me to remind you please .

Now we're in this position , where we're in love . I know i might get jealous alot about certain things ,

please please understand , i jealous bukan suke'suke hati kay .

It just comes naturally baby , it's out of my control . Cemburu tandanya sayangg ~ (:

I get jealous because i don't want any other girls to take you away from me , more over we both know that there are girls out there that loves you or maybe has a crush on you .

I cuma takutt sahaja , i hope you understand .

Listen Baby , after yesterday i just realized that yes you do love me because i saw that jealousy of yours :D

And to be honest , i'm glad that i acted that way because i just wanted and needed to know whether you could show your jealousy or not .

Even without you admitting it , i already knew that yes you were jealous ^.^

BumbleB , my heart is only meant for you . Only you fits here , no one else .

You should know of one thing that i do all this is not because i have the intention to flirt , but it's because i just wanted to see your jealousy >.<

I can't bare to see you contacting any other girls but hey i know i ain't anyone to stop you so i'll just have to bare with this , bhy please be nice and don't flirt ):

*sadface*

I'm not gonna deny saying that i'm not jealous alright , because i know that we're just humans and everyone gets jealous , so do i .

So yeaa , i do get jealous at times (:

be nice bhy ):

Spending my days with you has been oh so awesome love , i'm loving your presence around me i swear ~

thankyou for being beside me all this while honey , i love you ^.^

I taat pade yang satu Baby ~ <3

itatayanggggfadpleaaaaaaaase <3

muah ! >.<

Labels: love like no other ~

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 2:52 PM

♥Monday, July 25, 2011♥

My stupid words made me at fault , tsk. I should'nt have said those words at my previous post .

I take all the blame for all this (:

I'm really really sorry love , ita dah sudah eh . This time please eh , no more thinking negative about Baby okay ?

*giggles*

Baby , after mamat lecture me like really freakingly long i've understand everything .

I should'nt be thinking all this stupid stuffs about you , i should give you full trust .

It's my fault for not trusting you , and i'm really sorry alright love ~

I'm sitting here on my bed , in this room for the last day i guess . Geez , i'm gonna pindah .

How sad ): I'm gonna miss this house , there's so many memories with Baby here ~

*muka sedih*

But what to do right , gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !

Baby's not asleep yet , i have no idea what's Baby doing right now ~

BumbleB , i'm missing you already leeeeeeeeeh ):

ahdamn , baru berapa jam jeh seh dah rindu . apa ini ! hehe :P

Sayangg maaaaaaah , tidak boleh jauh'jauh :D

I don't really know what's up with Bestfriend and BumbleB , but they seem to be sharing stuffs .

hmmmm. And i have no idea about it , tak fair ! Nak tahu jugak please (: Kpo eh aku , I know right ^.^

Bestfriend told me to tell BumbleB , he's always be there if BumbleB ever needs someone to talk to .

Weird right ? Tahu ! Niy mesti ada jeh secreeeeet korng dua tau !

Takpa'takpa , i'll know sooner or later *winks*

Baby sho degil , taknak sleep . Nak paksa dia tidur pun tak boleh , dia jauh -.-

Kalau dia ada kat siniy takpa jugak /: hmmm.

Mummy dengan Abah sudah gone case , cuma aku dengan Baby jeh lah yang belum tidur -.-

Bila lah niy mata nak tutup ? grrrrrr.

Dah sudah lah , saye nak fb'ing dulu . bye *waves*

I'm so loving my BumbleB pleaaaase <3

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 5:37 AM

♥Sunday, July 24, 2011♥

I guess no matter how much i may love you and no matter how much i care for you , you just won't be able to forget her .

I know where i stand in your life , and i'm not angry of that fact (:

I may say , i'm used to this treatment and i'll endure this .

Only god knows how much it hurts me right now , reading that and knowing the fact )':

God , give me the strength to go thru this please . I'm not strong enough to face this shits alone ):

I'm not facing the facts that you may never love me the way you loved her , i was lying to myself thinking that you could move on .

I guess i was wrong , *crying*

Insertname i never did force you to forget about her or to love me , if you don't love me tell me straight .

Don't let me stay in this lie , please !

I don't wanna be stopping you to get your happiness , if that's what you wish for i'll let you be .

I'm sorry that i love you too much , more than anything else in this world .

To me your special , too perfect and you just deserve the best .

I want you to get the best , to be with the best .

I'll sacrifice my happiness for you , for i know your happiness is much more important than mine .

If this is what you choose , i'll be gone love ~ (':

I'm at the verge of giving up now , i'm weak at this part ,

leaving may be hard for me but i have to if the situation calls for it .

'Goodbye love' , that's the hardest thing to say especially to you but i have to force myself .

I don't wanna live in a lie , no .

God help me go thru this PLEASE , i'm begging )':

*wipetears*

Your better off without me i guess

I did say i won't ever doubt your love for me , but here i go again . It's because of the stuffs that you do , is making have second thoughts .

If i really meant something in your life now , let me know . If not , please let me know too .

If you love me , let me know so i'll stay ):

I would'nt wanna hold you back ~

Make your choice , it's all in your hands .

Our story just began , does it has to end now ? Only you have the answers ~

If you want me to stay in your life , you'll let me know for sure i believe that .

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 5:35 PM

♥Friday, July 22, 2011♥

Baby , i will no longer question you now . You gave me all the answers i'll ever need (:
You proved to me so much already that i'm out of words right now love .
I'm sorry for ever having doubts in you , never will i question your love again baby :D
I'm so loving your attitude today i swear , your so open to me and i'm loving it .
Stay this way no changing ah please :D hehe.
I'm sorry for thinking too much about us , i didn't mean it but i just can't help it .
I'm too scared that i might lose you and that's the reason for me acting this way .
Yes i do get jealous at times , but its nature baby . Everyone gets jealous every now and then .
All those words you said to me will always be in my mind , and i'll never forget it ever .
How cute can you be that even when we're in the same house we're still texting each other (:
geraaaaam'geraaaam ~
I'm happy enough that you've entered my life and i'm thankful that i'm in love with you not with anyone else ,
don't ever say that you feel you can't make me happy , please .
Spending sleepless nights with you talking craps , laughing our ass off and making fun of you is the best thing in the world for me love .
I enjoy every second im with you , and to be honest i'm still missing you eventhough we've spent so much time together .
When we're apart , it hurts yet i don't know why . It feels as though i've not met you for a week ,
when i'm with you , i just don't want that moment to ever end .
Although i may feel very insecure at times , still i no longer doubt your love for me baby .
You've made me realized that yes you do love me by wasting your tears for me ):
It's super sweet of you to hug me when i'm crying and you cried as well , if i could just stop time right there and then i would .
As you said , i'm the first girl to have that kind of serious talk with you .
I too wanna be the last , i appreciate every single thing you've done for me honey .
Thankyou so so much for all your love and care ,
I've never felt this way about anyone else before but i'm feeling it with you , your special to me and your just the perfect one :D
If i could have one wish , i would wanna spend my whole life with you baby .
I would'nt ever wanna leave your side , seeing you smile and laugh makes me feel complete .
With you around me i feel so safe , and i know that you can take good care of me .
I wanna sleep in your arms everynight (:
I want you to be the last person i see before i go to bed and the first person i see when i wake up <3
I Love You Cintaaaa , muah ~

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 1:19 PM

♥Wednesday, July 20, 2011♥

I'm missing you so badly right now Babyiggy )':

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 12:15 AM

♥Tuesday, July 19, 2011♥

Currently listening to Disaat aku mencintaimu .

This are the moments that i need Cinta with me , i hate it when this feelings come .

It just feels like i wanna let go everything and just go some place far .

Although things between me and Cinta is going on just fine still there are many questions yet to be answered .

Cinta , i know that i won't ever have the guts to ask you all this questions which is bothering me .

So this is the only place where i can just let everything out , to let you know the truth .

I really hope your reading this so that you can answer all my questions .
You may ask me why i'm being sucha coward,

My answers are simple , i wouldn't wanna do anything that would risk me loosing you Cinta .

These questions are better left unsaid , and just maybe if the right moment comes by i'll know .

That's not for me to say , but for Cinta to decide .

Whenever your far away from me , i don't know what your doing . I don't know who your with , i get worried sick .
Whenever you don't reply my texts , my mind starts to run wild . Thinking who your with .
Cinta , i know that your ex will always be a part of your life . And i understand that , it may be hard to believe .
But i actually accept that fact , it's nothing wrong because no matter what it is you both are ex .
I've been loving you ever since the first time i saw you , i've been having this feeling ever since then .
But so far , i've not been expecting anything in return . I love you without any expectations .
It's your choice to believe it or not , but one thing for sure all these are not just words .
For me , what we have now is special enough and i wouldn't want anything to change .
Negative thoughts do fill my mind at times , but i've tried my very best to not get too deep because i'll get hurt by thinking too much .
I know how you are when your with her Cinta , i don't want to be left alone . All i want is to be appreciated, to be loved by you , i don't want all my patience to go to waste .
I've been very patient waiting for you , waiting for this moment to come . Now that i have all this happiness which is caused by you , i don't want it to end . I know that by you thinking of her , you'll get hurt silently and i don't want that .
Give me the chance to make you feel happy once again love , give me the chance of loving you .
I know maybe you won't be able to forget about her , and i ain't forcing you i swear .
I'm not as perfect as she is , and i'm aware of that but i'm trying hard here to be the best of myself for you .
Can't you see that ? )':
Ergh , i really don't know how to put all this feelings in words .
No words can explain how i'm feeling right now , only if you would to be in my position then you'll know .
If there comes a time where she wants to meet you and your with me , will you just leave me and meet her ?
Will you ever ditch me to meet her ? As you said you love me so much , is that all true ?
Will you go thru thick and thins with me Baby ? Will you protect me ?
Will you takecare of me when i'm sick ? Will you waste tears for me ? Will you accept all my imperfections ?
Will you sacrifice stuffs for me ? Will you spent sleepless nights with me ?
I'm sorry , i just need you to let me know Cinta . I wanna know if you care if anything would to happen to me .
I wanna know if you love me as much as you said ,
I can never be her , but all i know is that i love you with all my heart . I hope you will be able to realize that )':
You said to me , don't ever give up on you . I'm not and i won't baby .
I'm still here , don't put this love to waste please ):
We didn't plan any of this to happen , but it still did happen .
Maybe it's meant to be this way , don't throw all this away Baby . Let's keep writting this story ~
*coverfaceandcry*
sometimes you have to remind someone how much you love them so that they'll always remember .
Remind me of all those sweet words you used to say to me love ~ (':
I'm done here , i don't wanna talk . Let time tell this tale ~
Don't miss a chance to be happy , that's all i wanna remind you bhy (':
I Love You Honey <3

Labels: don't put all this to waste ~

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 8:33 PM

♥Wednesday, July 13, 2011♥

Blog's dusty already -.- once again !

had no time to update , sorry (:

aku rindu Cintaaa please ~ nak selit bawah tiaaaaaak lagi ^.^

hehe.

currently doing nothing , just waiting for Cintaaa to reach home (:

actually mata niy sudah mintak ampun , nak tidur tapi kan taknak tidur dulu :D

Cinta dah suruh tidur but macam taknak gitu kan XD

just so suddenly Cintaa today like sho sweet gitu , i suke .

Here's Cintaa's text ,

'The truth is that i dont know why i love you .

i just know that i love you alot !

i dont even know how much i love you ,

but i just know i will love you forever .

confuse right . i know . i type and read back also i confuse .'

cute >.<

this is the first time someone said this to me seh , no one have been this sweet ~ (:

Cintaa , if your reading this i just wanna tell you that I Love You So So Much <3

till now i cant seem to find any words to describe how much .

you never failed to put a smile on my face and you never failed to make my heart skipped a beat :D

you'll always leave me being curious about you huh , but its okay .

i'll wait patiently because i know the day will come where by you'll confess every single thing .

the day you confessed to me about your feelings , i just felt like it was a dream .

never in a milliion years i'd ever think you would have the same feelings i had towards you .

but it turns out to be that you too had the same feelings and i was just so touched .

you added sugaar to my life baby , and I Love You . only you , thats all that matters (:

while i was typing that very very long text i sent you earlier , tears fell :D

i couldnt stop it cause i just cant believe we ended up like this ~

i dont ever want this to end okay love ?

i treasure every moment i had and i'll have with you Cintaaa >.<

I Love You Baby , only you holds the key to my heart <3<3<3

I cant get enough of your love ♥
@ 5:08 AM