♥Tuesday, July 19, 2011♥
Currently listening to Disaat aku mencintaimu .
This are the moments that i need Cinta with me , i hate it when this feelings come .
It just feels like i wanna let go everything and just go some place far .
Although things between me and Cinta is going on just fine still there are many questions yet to be answered .
Cinta , i know that i won't ever have the guts to ask you all this questions which is bothering me .
So this is the only place where i can just let everything out , to let you know the truth .
I really hope your reading this so that you can answer all my questions .
You may ask me why i'm being sucha coward,
You may ask me why i'm being sucha coward,
My answers are simple , i wouldn't wanna do anything that would risk me loosing you Cinta .
These questions are better left unsaid , and just maybe if the right moment comes by i'll know .
That's not for me to say , but for Cinta to decide .
Whenever your far away from me , i don't know what your doing . I don't know who your with , i get worried sick .
Whenever you don't reply my texts , my mind starts to run wild . Thinking who your with .
Cinta , i know that your ex will always be a part of your life . And i understand that , it may be hard to believe .
But i actually accept that fact , it's nothing wrong because no matter what it is you both are ex .
I've been loving you ever since the first time i saw you , i've been having this feeling ever since then .
But so far , i've not been expecting anything in return . I love you without any expectations .
It's your choice to believe it or not , but one thing for sure all these are not just words .
For me , what we have now is special enough and i wouldn't want anything to change .
Negative thoughts do fill my mind at times , but i've tried my very best to not get too deep because i'll get hurt by thinking too much .
I know how you are when your with her Cinta , i don't want to be left alone . All i want is to be appreciated, to be loved by you , i don't want all my patience to go to waste .
I've been very patient waiting for you , waiting for this moment to come . Now that i have all this happiness which is caused by you , i don't want it to end . I know that by you thinking of her , you'll get hurt silently and i don't want that .
Give me the chance to make you feel happy once again love , give me the chance of loving you .
I know maybe you won't be able to forget about her , and i ain't forcing you i swear .
I'm not as perfect as she is , and i'm aware of that but i'm trying hard here to be the best of myself for you .
Can't you see that ? )':
Ergh , i really don't know how to put all this feelings in words .
No words can explain how i'm feeling right now , only if you would to be in my position then you'll know .
If there comes a time where she wants to meet you and your with me , will you just leave me and meet her ?
Will you ever ditch me to meet her ? As you said you love me so much , is that all true ?
Will you go thru thick and thins with me Baby ? Will you protect me ?
Will you takecare of me when i'm sick ? Will you waste tears for me ? Will you accept all my imperfections ?
Will you sacrifice stuffs for me ? Will you spent sleepless nights with me ?
I'm sorry , i just need you to let me know Cinta . I wanna know if you care if anything would to happen to me .
I wanna know if you love me as much as you said ,
I can never be her , but all i know is that i love you with all my heart . I hope you will be able to realize that )':
You said to me , don't ever give up on you . I'm not and i won't baby .
I'm still here , don't put this love to waste please ):
We didn't plan any of this to happen , but it still did happen .
Maybe it's meant to be this way , don't throw all this away Baby . Let's keep writting this story ~
*coverfaceandcry*
sometimes you have to remind someone how much you love them so that they'll always remember .
Remind me of all those sweet words you used to say to me love ~ (':
I'm done here , i don't wanna talk . Let time tell this tale ~
Don't miss a chance to be happy , that's all i wanna remind you bhy (':
I Love You Honey <3
Whenever you don't reply my texts , my mind starts to run wild . Thinking who your with .
Cinta , i know that your ex will always be a part of your life . And i understand that , it may be hard to believe .
But i actually accept that fact , it's nothing wrong because no matter what it is you both are ex .
I've been loving you ever since the first time i saw you , i've been having this feeling ever since then .
But so far , i've not been expecting anything in return . I love you without any expectations .
It's your choice to believe it or not , but one thing for sure all these are not just words .
For me , what we have now is special enough and i wouldn't want anything to change .
Negative thoughts do fill my mind at times , but i've tried my very best to not get too deep because i'll get hurt by thinking too much .
I know how you are when your with her Cinta , i don't want to be left alone . All i want is to be appreciated, to be loved by you , i don't want all my patience to go to waste .
I've been very patient waiting for you , waiting for this moment to come . Now that i have all this happiness which is caused by you , i don't want it to end . I know that by you thinking of her , you'll get hurt silently and i don't want that .
Give me the chance to make you feel happy once again love , give me the chance of loving you .
I know maybe you won't be able to forget about her , and i ain't forcing you i swear .
I'm not as perfect as she is , and i'm aware of that but i'm trying hard here to be the best of myself for you .
Can't you see that ? )':
Ergh , i really don't know how to put all this feelings in words .
No words can explain how i'm feeling right now , only if you would to be in my position then you'll know .
If there comes a time where she wants to meet you and your with me , will you just leave me and meet her ?
Will you ever ditch me to meet her ? As you said you love me so much , is that all true ?
Will you go thru thick and thins with me Baby ? Will you protect me ?
Will you takecare of me when i'm sick ? Will you waste tears for me ? Will you accept all my imperfections ?
Will you sacrifice stuffs for me ? Will you spent sleepless nights with me ?
I'm sorry , i just need you to let me know Cinta . I wanna know if you care if anything would to happen to me .
I wanna know if you love me as much as you said ,
I can never be her , but all i know is that i love you with all my heart . I hope you will be able to realize that )':
You said to me , don't ever give up on you . I'm not and i won't baby .
I'm still here , don't put this love to waste please ):
We didn't plan any of this to happen , but it still did happen .
Maybe it's meant to be this way , don't throw all this away Baby . Let's keep writting this story ~
*coverfaceandcry*
sometimes you have to remind someone how much you love them so that they'll always remember .
Remind me of all those sweet words you used to say to me love ~ (':
I'm done here , i don't wanna talk . Let time tell this tale ~
Don't miss a chance to be happy , that's all i wanna remind you bhy (':
I Love You Honey <3
Labels: don't put all this to waste ~
I cant get enough of your love ♥
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