♥Sunday, July 24, 2011♥
I guess no matter how much i may love you and no matter how much i care for you , you just won't be able to forget her .
I know where i stand in your life , and i'm not angry of that fact (:
I may say , i'm used to this treatment and i'll endure this .
Only god knows how much it hurts me right now , reading that and knowing the fact )':
God , give me the strength to go thru this please . I'm not strong enough to face this shits alone ):
I'm not facing the facts that you may never love me the way you loved her , i was lying to myself thinking that you could move on .
I guess i was wrong , *crying*
Insertname i never did force you to forget about her or to love me , if you don't love me tell me straight .
Don't let me stay in this lie , please !
I don't wanna be stopping you to get your happiness , if that's what you wish for i'll let you be .
I'm sorry that i love you too much , more than anything else in this world .
To me your special , too perfect and you just deserve the best .
I want you to get the best , to be with the best .
I'll sacrifice my happiness for you , for i know your happiness is much more important than mine .
If this is what you choose , i'll be gone love ~ (':
I'm at the verge of giving up now , i'm weak at this part ,
leaving may be hard for me but i have to if the situation calls for it .
'Goodbye love' , that's the hardest thing to say especially to you but i have to force myself .
I don't wanna live in a lie , no .
God help me go thru this PLEASE , i'm begging )':
*wipetears*
Your better off without me i guess
I did say i won't ever doubt your love for me , but here i go again . It's because of the stuffs that you do , is making have second thoughts .
If i really meant something in your life now , let me know . If not , please let me know too .
If you love me , let me know so i'll stay ):
I would'nt wanna hold you back ~
Make your choice , it's all in your hands .
Our story just began , does it has to end now ? Only you have the answers ~
If you want me to stay in your life , you'll let me know for sure i believe that .
I cant get enough of your love ♥
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