♥Saturday, August 27, 2011♥
Hey earththings (:
time check ; 3.18 am ,
I'm listening to The perfect two by Auburn , it's set on repeat :D
hek.
I was told to sleep by Baby already actually but then i just couldn't sleep without updating i guess >.<
hekhek.
Guess whatt , my finger are swollen because tercepit kat pintu lift -.-
Dah macam budak kecik kan aku sekejap melalak , sakitt siul /:
ouch !
I've started work at Chinese Garden already , i'm gonna be working my ass off till 18 Sept . No raya for me , figures -.-
Currently my situation with Baby is still the same ):
I've just found out that the reason for Baby being this way with me is actually because of me .
I've hurt Baby without realising it , ohmy ! I didn't do it on purpose actually but whether or not i wanted to do it , i still did it and now i guess karma hits me back cause i'm the one thats hurting ):
I talked to much about her to my friends and Baby thinks that people around us is blaming her for my tears .
I've promised Baby before that i won't talk about her anymore but i did it again , eventhough i didn't talk about her to Baby but i did with my friends .
And thats why Baby's hurt .
Baby thinks that i'm still having doubts in Baby , but really sumpah i don't have doubts anymore *sadface*
BabyBoyfriend , i'm really sorry )':
I don't know what other way i'll have to show to you that i really wanna fix this , i don't want us to be like this .
It's killin me , i can't be like this with you . It just don't feel good ):
Please Baby i'm begging you right now , don't give up on us , don't put whatever that we have to waste .
The changes in you just makes me realise how important you are to me and how much i love you .
Because everynight before i go to sleep i'll miss those kisses that you always give me before i sleep , and those morning kisses ):
hais.
Baby , please i love you so much and i don't wanna lose you because of my stupidity . I really regret and i've no longer have any kinds of stupid thoughts since i've found out .
Because now i know that whatever i had been thinking in the past is all wrong ):
I'm really sorry , please forgive me and treat me like the way you did please )':
You no longer text me saying that you've reached home , or you've left the house already .
We no longer text each other talking pure nonsence , we no longer joke around , you no longer text me saying 'iloveyou'
Do you know how much i missed all that ? If you feel like giving up please i beg you , think back on whatever we've gone thru together and all those wonderful memories together .
Think back of how we've gone thru so many obstacles just to get where we are now , do you really wanna throw all that away Baby ? ):
I don't ! Your all i have now , your the only one that can make me think that life's worth it again .
You ever said to me don't give up on you back then , i didn't . I hold on and that's why we got this far .
I forgive and forget all your mistakes back then , i'm hopping you could do the same for me this time .
Now , i'm saying this to you . Please don't give up on me Bhy )':
If you want i'll go down on my knees just so you don't leave and you'll be back like before .
*wipetears*
Baby , you know how much you mean to me . You know how much i love you ):
You ever said at your blog that you will never think of giving up , i really hope you keep to your words .
I did a mistake , i'm seeking for your forgivness now . Forgive me please ):
I don't want you to change towards me , it hurts . I want us back , i want my BabyBoyfriend back ~
Don't you love me anymore Bhy ? )': hais.
Forgive me and change back to the way we were before *looksdown*
I'm trying my best here to make us like before , but it seems so hard because your just not the same .
And i don't know how to make you understand that this is really making me regret for what i did .
Yes it's my fault , you've punished me for my mistake Baby . I've regret , and this time it's for real , i promise you i won't repeat it again i swear on mummy's name .
Don't give up on us please *coverfaceandcry*
ILOVEYOUSODAMNMUCH BABY ! )':
I wrote a letter earlier on at work and the china man at work passed it to you , the china man laa keep pastering me to write letter to you .
Like budak primary school jeh tulis'tulis surat . Cute right ? I know >.<
The china man saw my face like so sad only that's why he asked what happened , babi cheat my feeling only .
Say Baby miss me padehal dia tak tanye Baby apa'apa pun -.-
tsktsktsk.
Happy sekejap kan , abey dia dapat tahu yang me and Baby not really in good terms , paksa maha paksa aku tulis surat sia (:
Cute bodoh china man tuh , dia kata dia nak tolong aku . Dia nak tengok aku senyum lagi :D
Sweet kan ^.^
It's affecting me alot , like for real . Even when i'm at home i'm still affected and i may say i changed alot thru out this few days .
I'm thinking that Mummy and Abah are noticing it as well . The other day i didn't eat for like two days straight -.-
I'm really lousy without Baby ):
Hais.
I'm really praying hard that everything will be alright soon , really .
*looksdown*
I want us back , i miss us .
Nak mati please ~ haiya.
Life is nothing without Baby's love , care and attention ):
I wanna sleep now , i've got work later . Baby's gonna be mad if i'm gonna sleep late /:
ItaLovesFafad ,
13thLoveConfessions till eternity <3
ilovechuusomuchtoletyougo BabyBoyfriend , muah ! <3<3<3
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I cant get enough of your love ♥
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