♥Saturday, August 6, 2011♥
Why am i feeling this way ? Why do i just feel like crying all of a sudden ? /:
I'm playing the same song over and over again sia , what's up with me !?
I seriously have no fucking idea ~
I'm currenly stuck to the tune of 'Niat hati tak nak berpisah'
This tears just can't seem to stop falling , reason for crying ? I'm not sure either .
All of a sudden i just feel like crying )':
I feel like stabbing my heart with a huge knife ~ baaaaaaaaaah !
I'm not being all pedih'pedih here alright , you people should really go thru what i'm facing now then you'll know what the fuck this feels like !
Yes i'm pissed , because all those people out there don't understand my situation and keeps telling me chill , relaxs , why bother thinking about all your problems enjoy life , why waste your tears , why this why that ! argh FUCK sama korng ah sial !
Yang rasa sakit hati pun aku bukan korng ! Mesti lah senang untuk korng cakap gitu !
Cuba korng yang kena , baru pandai nak mengadu !
Korng tak tahu berapa banyak aku sayang dia , itu pasal senang ah korng cakap gitu dengan aku .
Nak cakap senang ah sial , nak buat tuh korng tahu tak berapa menyeksa nya ? TAK TAHU KAN !
Kalau aku nak waste aku peh airmata pun abey asal ? Takda susahkan korng , ada betul ?
Bf's worth my tears ~ Itu jeh aku mampu cakap .
Kalau korng rasa korng setakat nak cakap cam tuh dengan aku , puas hati korng takya nak ambik tahu pasal hidup aku okay ! Korng sebagai kawan kalau cuma tahu nak cakap gitu , takya panggil diri korng kawan aku ah !
Tak perlu ~ Whooooooops ! I'm better off on my own cibbs !
Kalau korng kasi aku advice atleast sejuk sikit hati aku , niy apa yang korng buat !?
Ah , pergi mampus ah sia dengan korng ! I don't need you fuckers to tell me how to run my life ayee .
Takya bodek ah ! Aku sayang dia sorng , simpan tuh dalam'dalam ah sia dalam kepala otak korng !
Senang'senang ah nak suruh aku cari jantan , HAH ! Forget it suaaa eh ~
Korng tak tahu berapa banyak aku sayang dia , itu pasal senang ah korng cakap gitu dengan aku .
Nak cakap senang ah sial , nak buat tuh korng tahu tak berapa menyeksa nya ? TAK TAHU KAN !
Kalau aku nak waste aku peh airmata pun abey asal ? Takda susahkan korng , ada betul ?
Bf's worth my tears ~ Itu jeh aku mampu cakap .
Kalau korng rasa korng setakat nak cakap cam tuh dengan aku , puas hati korng takya nak ambik tahu pasal hidup aku okay ! Korng sebagai kawan kalau cuma tahu nak cakap gitu , takya panggil diri korng kawan aku ah !
Tak perlu ~ Whooooooops ! I'm better off on my own cibbs !
Kalau korng kasi aku advice atleast sejuk sikit hati aku , niy apa yang korng buat !?
Ah , pergi mampus ah sia dengan korng ! I don't need you fuckers to tell me how to run my life ayee .
Takya bodek ah ! Aku sayang dia sorng , simpan tuh dalam'dalam ah sia dalam kepala otak korng !
Senang'senang ah nak suruh aku cari jantan , HAH ! Forget it suaaa eh ~
Am i fuckly bleeding right now , ahshit ! BLOOD , my biggest enemy !
Why did i have to read all those stuffs , i'd rather not know then getting hurt like this now .
Aku sayangkan kau dengan sepenuh hati aku , aku taknak kehilangan kau .
Satu hari kau tak contact aku pasal kau marah dengan aku , i became sucha mess already .
Aku tahu mungkin kite tak boleh kekal selamanya , tapi aku taknak kau pergi dari hidup aku .
If only your feeling what i'm feeling right now , maybe you'll all understand this feeling .
It just sucks maaaan ! gosh ~
Baby , we might not be the happiest 'couple' . I may be boring at times , i might irritate you alot , we might not be as sweet as other couples and we may fight alot .
Isn't this what life's about ? Life's full of ups and downs , it's just up to us to face it or run away from it .
If we're smiling and laughing while having those 'ups' moments , we should cry as much as we want while going thru those 'down's' moments as well .
I may not be as perfect as how you wished i was , but i may say that i would want you to love me for who i am .
The moment i fell in love with you , i already knew that i've got to get ready to face all this .
And i did went thru alot already to get here where i am now with you , at this point i just don't want it all to slip away .
I didn't do anything to make you fell in love with me , but thru out all i worked so hard to be as strong as how i am now . I went thru all those shits just to get where i am today .
I don't want all my efforts to go to waste , because i worked so hard to be this strong .
I may not be too strong to not cry and wonder where did i go wrong , but as i know i'm strong because i could face all those shits alone up till today .
No one is really helping me out anymore since we've got closer like this , i'm all alone .
Bestfriend ? He only lends a listening ear , but when come the time where i needed help he just can't seem to help me .
I had to figure things out myself.
I'mma strong girl (Y) MACAM PAAAAAAAAA !
I'm weak when it comes to you love , i can't think straight when you ignore my texts .
I can't eat nor sleep properly if your mad at me ,
I can't do anything right .
Being with you , being in love with you is the most wonderful thing that has happened to me , just being able to love you is already the greatest thing that i have done .
The simplest things you do cheers me up and puts a wide smile on my face .
Without you having to do or say anything i can already be so happy that i don't wanna close my eyes and sleep because i don't want that moment with you to ever end .
Those random stuffs that you say sounds so sweet to my ears eventhough you didn't plan to say anything sweet at all .
Just to make you smile a lil bit makes me so freaking happy , it feels as though i managed to make you happy with my words .
Hearing you laugh is like music to my ears ,
receiving a text from you never fails to make my heart beat fast , up till today i may say .
Yes , you may say all this are just words , but think back . Don't you realise that whatever i've said here is what i've done before ?
If possible , i would wanna see your face everyday before i close my eyes and go to bed and i wanna be able to see you as the first person when i wake up from my sleep .
Your presence around me makes my days so bright and everythings else just didn't matter anymore .
All that matters to me is that your here with me .
iloveyou so damn fuckly much , and i couldn't imagine what life would be like without you .
Honey , i don't want this happiness to end please ~
iloveyou so damn fuckly much , and i couldn't imagine what life would be like without you .
Honey , i don't want this happiness to end please ~
The other day , i had a dream . About you , and let me tell you . It was like kecoh gila babi sumpah .
I really don't want that dream to come thru because it's gonna turn out so damn fuckly ugly !
I can already imagine what would happen if that really happened , would you be mad at me for doing what i did in my dream ?
To hell with it maaaan ! Ita , it was just a dream lah ass ~ Don't get so tensed up will you !?
Alright , now i'll stop talking about my dream , and i'll stop talking craps here .
I guess i'm done here , let time tell this tale .
ItaSayaaaaanggFafad , 13thLoveConfessions <3<3
Ilovechuu <3 muah !
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