♥Thursday, September 29, 2011♥
I'm currently sitting here in the living room watching 'The X Factor' together with mmy while texting away with my baby ,
Suddenly i just felt like updating my blog , and i don't know why . Maybe i'm just really more than happy with what's happening right now .
My situation with Baby is really awesome right now , i'm sho lovinnnnn ittttt :DD
And i just felt like being very honest with you right now , after you read this post i really hope you'll smile alone right there where you are now .
I ain't putting up any scipt here to tell you how i feel about you and about us , i'm not sure either why these words entered my mind (:
Sometime when i'm all alone in my room and i can't put myself to sleep although i'm very darn tired , i'll always think about you .
It's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you , when it hits me , i mean really hits me all these thoughts and questions rush through my head at once . A sad emotion even stars to creep on me slowly inch by inch as i start to wonder .
What if for some reason things don't work out ? How is it possible going to live without you ?
Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person i know like the back of my hand .
Someone i once had no emotions for , now has the power to break my heart .
Someone i never used to hang out with , now owns most of my time .
Someone i never thought i'd love , now owns my entire heart .
Someone i once lived without , i now wish to hold onto forever .
To me , the best relationship is when we two can act like lovers and bestfriends . It's when we have more playful moments than serious moments ,
It's when we can joke around , have unexpected hugs and random kisses .
It's when we two give each other that specific stare and just smile . It's when we rather chill at home to watch movies , eat junk food and cuddle than go out all the time .
It's when we'll stay up all night just to settle our arguments and problems .
It's when we can completely act like ourselves and we'll still love each other for who we are .
Baby , if your are going to fall in love with me fully and give your all to me , it's only fair that you know what your falling in love with and i'll give you my all too (:
You are falling in love with my insecurities , and my obsession with trying to figure out what's perfect for you .
You are falling in love with my immaturity , my constant need to feel loved and appreciated , my overactive tear ducts ,
my tendency to be too clingy to you and my really over the moon jealousy .
You fall in love with me , you fall in love with my trobled past which i changed , and my hopes and dreams
and how i'm a hopeless romantic at heart and my emotional self .
If you fall in love with me , you fall in love with my self hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me as much as you do .
But you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when i'm with you , the way i'll text you in the mornings just telling you i hope you have a great day and how i would always be waiting for your text and how i would put your text first than whatever i'm doing at that moment .
Your falling in love with the humorous , extreamly irritating yet cute , bubbly and cheerful character of mine , and the way i blush when people asks me about you .
But to me , the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me , despite my thinking that it was impossible before .
Honey , i don't expect our journey to be perfect thruout . I know that we'll fight , and we'll cry we'll sulk with each other .
But i just know that we'll definitely fix things up and everything will be fine again (:
The way we talk silly things together and how we'll just irritate each other to entertain ourselves ,
i can never do that with anyone else exept you (:
Remember the time when we'll beat each other for the sake of it ? hekhek. It's the best moments ever .
I love the way we cry on each other when we'll have open talk and i'll start to be all emotional first , hehehe.
I love it how you calls me baby , i love how demanding you can be at times . I love to watch you look at your hp with that blur face of yours :P
I love how you hug me in my sleep , i love how you'll cuddle up to me when your sick , and i just love how manje you are to me .
I love how you need my attention so much , i love how cute you can be sometimes .
I love how you smile , laugh , nag , gets jealous and i love looking at your face when your acting angry :DD
heks . Sho cute like AngryBabi >.<
I love it when you becomes so random and just tell me you love me (:
It's the best damn thing ever :D
Being with you , makes me feel like i've never been in love before . Awesomeeee babyyyy ^.^
So i think i'm all done here , i hope you smiled while reading this sweetheart ~
Takecare at work okay , don't gatal'gatal eh . No hanky panky sayaang , mehehehe.
Iloveyou so much AngryBabi , muah muah !
13th till eternity <3
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I cant get enough of your love ♥
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