♥Thursday, September 29, 2011♥
Somehow somewhere , deep in me there's a lil cut . It's so small and thin that it can't been seen at all .
It's practally invisible if seen by naked eyes , but when someone poured salt water to it , the pain was unexplainable by humans .
I didn't know someone could love someone this much , until i'm the one feeling this love for you .
There's this girl , so different from everyone else which makes you stand out that i noticed you and fell in love instantly .
So ordinary in your own ways yet so special , you did nothing to make me fall for you , nothing special done yet i'm so deeply in love with you .
You make me feel so loved and you make me feel so safe when i'm in your arms , that sometimes when you hug me and i watch you sleep ,
tears filled me . Because i'm scared of the fact of losing you one day , because i don't know what would life be like without you around .
Yes , you've hurt me and i've cried so much . Yet still until today i don't find a reason why i should live my life without those tears and you .
I need you with me , because you are my only strength . You keep me walking thru this tough life that i'm facing .
The hurt that i feel is nothing compared to the love that i have for you , it's so pure and strong that i get too carried away in it .
Till i'm swimming in my own thoughts of sorrows because i don't want to lose you , the truth is i'm afraid .
I've prepared myself for hurt when i fell in love with you , because i just knew it wasn't gonna be easy .
But despite all that , i knew it was going to be the ride of my life and i'm gonna enjoy it so much that it could make me cry so much (:
Your the best thing that has happened to me thruout my whole life , and i'm giving you my all . Every single bit that's in me , i'm giving it all to you .
I'm trusting you with my all , because i know your worth it . Never once have i given my all to someone , but i'm giving you my all because i know your worth all my tears and sufferings . Your someone that will only come by once in my life , and i've just realised that i'll never find someone like you .
I'm sorry that i'm not perfect for you , i have my flaws baby . It's only up to you to decide whether or not your willing to accept me as what i am .
I don't have anything to offer you , but all there is in me to give to you is all the love , care and attention that you need .
I've changed alot since i'm with you , oh wayway too much if i can say . Mamat asked me why wasn't i this understanding to him back then but i'm very understanding to you now , and all i said was people change as the right person comes along (:
I've been so understanding about so many things baby , i've allowed you to do the stuffs which no other gf would allow their bf to .
And i may say you would'nt even allow me to do half of the things that i've allowed you to do :D
I just don't favour my bf lying , and some will say 'if i tell the truth also bukannya you kasi peh' that's the reason why all i said to you was , just tell me and i'll allow . I ain't that bad sayaang .
Remember when i ever said to you , i will do whatever that makes you happy ? I just want you to know that i really meant it , there's no sweet words here or anything okay sweetheart , i just wanna let you know that's all .
Iloveyou way too much that your happiness is all that matters to me , and nothing else .
I'm giving you my all right now , i'm not lying about it . But please apprecaite my all , don't put me to waste baby .
If you love me , treat me like you really do . Let's state a fact here honey , no girl wants to come second to any girl .
If you love me and choose to lead your life with me , please don't put me second to any girl .
And when you appreciate me , nothing else matters to me but you . I'll drop everything and everyone for you , as i've said i'll give you my all .
Baby , being in love with you and having the chance of being able to love you has been the ride of my life .
I've learnt so many things , i've became stonger , and i've learnt that i could love someone this much .
Your everything to me right now love , and i really don't wish to lose you .
I'm sorry to say this right here , but i'm asking you this because i need to know .
Are you serious being with me love ? Do you really wanna go far with me ? Are you willing to be patient and go thru thick and thin together ?
Would you love me at my worst ? Will you love me and only me alone ?
This questions asked is not because i don't trust you , it's because i need to know from you straight i just wanna hear it from you .
Being with me isn't that simple sayaang , because i don't favour you contacting other girls and you'll have to drop that for me .
I think i've kept silent about this for too long already and i've gotta make it clear to you that i don't like it .
Just as much as you don't like me contacting guys , it's the same to me too .
I'm telling you right here , openly about what i dislike okay honey and let's treat each other equally .
We settled one problem , she's out of the story totally . Not another one please , i don't wanna share you .
As i know i've said this before to you , i'm gonna repeat it again . I ain't sharing what's mine .
Baby , i've never asked you for anything before , but i'm asking you here for the first time okay .
please , no more hanky panky sayaang , no more girls .
Usally i would like keep all this to myself , but i already promised you that i'll tegur if your doing something i don't like .
And i is no like laa like this , jealous ):
I don't wanna come second and i don't wanna share , no girl wanna share what is rightfully their' .
I'm sure you would'nt wanna share me with anyone else right ? That's how i feel .
I hope you get what i'm tryna point out here and don't get the wrong idea okay baby ? (:
And hey my cute lil baby , don't let your thoughts get to you alright ? I'll tell you when something's wrong , i know that maybe i fake too good that you would'nt even notice but i'll tell you for sure , for right now i'm fine honey (':
Actually i'm not , i'm lying all the while when i say to you i'm fine . Curious , wanna know why ?
Because IMISSYOUSOSOMUCH , it's getting the best of me right now and i'm sick till today maybe partly because of that ):
I just missed you smell and everything about you , although i may smell like you right now because i'm using pasir hilton perfume :DD
Lovinnnn ittttttt :P Don't ask how come , long story ~ But still i miss your smell ):
akulovekau bodoh ! (':
I'm done here , i've said enough . Think it thru alright sayaang ?
iloveyou , so so much *kissforehead* *looks at you* more than anything *kissnose*
bye AngryBabi <3 muah !
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