♥Monday, October 3, 2011♥
At times , i wonder why does things have to get so ugly when it's the times that i need you most next to me .
I'm aware that things don't always go the way we want them to , but then again it's a whole different thing if we're like this .
I'm here , just plain thinking of the past , i'm having flashbacks . And it just lead me to tears , is it me to be blamed for all this ?
Well , yes . I think it's my fault that all this happened , maybe i asked too much questions and maybe i just tend to be very insecure about myself .
Every relationship will go thru this kinds of time , but i hope your strong enough to stay on the track .
I admit that yes i've changed , i'm not sure of the reason . Maybe it's because we've been apart for so many days which we've never been this way before . This is the first time we've been apart for this long , I just missed the way we used to be .
You just won't be the same person anymore , it's easy for me to change right back because this is not me .
But things still won't be the same , things didn't turn out the way we always expect them to .
But we are suposed to make the best of the situation , and i can't be doing this alone . I need you to do it together with me .
What's really wrong this time , just where did i go wrong in us . I just keep on thinking .
You keep on jumping into conclusions thinking that i don't trust you and that i'm still having doubts in you .
Where else that's not even the reasons why i said those stuffs , yes i do know that you always do things with a reason .
But bare in mind , i also always say things with a reason .
You said that i've changed and you think that my love for you has fade , what if i would to say the same thing about you ?
So far , until today my love for you hasnt changed even a little bit . No matter what we may be going thru or how hurt i am ,
still my love for you will never fade . Right now , all i can think about doing is just fixing all this .
But then again , it's all up to you whether or not you wanna fix this mess .
I don't even know why are we in this position , this is so not easy for me cause i'm really missing you so much .
All i want is just to spend my time with you and try to bring the old us back , i can't be trying to do that alone baby .
We'll have to do it together , *looksdown*
I've been crying so much , and it made me realise how much i don't want to lose you . If i'm at fault for making you feel this way , i'm sorry .
I didn't have the intention to make you sad or down , i'm to be blamed . I feel dissapointed with myself actually , because i can never make you happy enough with me . I wish i could make you happy with me , not give you problems or even make you sad .
I'm truely sorry , because i'm the cause of your sadness . Baby , that's not what i intended to do .
It kills me inside slowly if your hurt , i know i did say that i just wanna make you happy and that's the reason why i feel like as though i failed .
Because your still sad and down up till today ):
I've tried to be the best for you , but maybe my best just isn't enough . I'll have to try harder , i'm sorry if you feel bored with all the fights and fuss .
*wipetears*
Baby , please stay strong with me here . I'm trying to be the best of myself for you right now , and all i need from you is your support .
I just need you to love me for the way i am , and just give me the attention that i need .
Just as much as you need my attention , that's how much i need yours too ):
I'm not saying that you've not been givinng me enough attention all this time , no . But i'm just telling you , don't get the wrong idea hor .
I hope we'll fix things soon , *looksdownandwipetears*
I missed you so much , iloveyou always my AngryBabi <3
*coverface*
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