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♥Saturday, October 8, 2011♥

Right now i'm sitting here in my room just smoking away while Babybro and Baby busy with their hp -.-
Pity me , no one to entertain me ): 
But it's okay i'll just find something to do >.< mehehe. 
I don't really know what's wrong or what went wrong or what i did or what is the matter here . 
Somehow i'm glad that my relationship didn't start out to be all perfect and we'll be like that perfect happy couple . 
Cause yknow what people always say right , 'Baru'baru semua nya indah , lama'lama semua nya berubah.'
The starting of my story with Baby wasn't all happy at start , i went thru alot of hurt and we went thru so much to get to where we are right now . 
And i'll just wait to see what's next coming our way , for sure i'm strong enough to go thru all this obstacles and i hope baby will be too . 
I remembered the times when Baby said to me to tell her whenever she's doing something that i don't like and i agreed . 
In return i asked her to do the same , somehow it's not that i wanna change Baby because i know who i fell in love with and she's the type of person who will keep everything to herself . And i'm accepting her for who she is , i swear i don't wanna change a lil bit of her . 
But i just don't want her to hurt anymore , that's the reason for me asking her to open up . But then again , it's up to her . It ain't up to me , it's her choice whether to change or not . 
I love her just the way she is , but things just get so hard sometimes that i just keep on wondering just where did i go wrong . 
Whatever that i say just sounds so wrong to her and sometimes i just wished i didn't say any of those words . 
I always fuck up , when times just got better and i feel so bad that i just feel like crying my eyes out each time it happened )': 
I feel like sucha failure , i just keep on fucking up . I hate myself so damn much , even right now . 
I don't know what's bothering Baby , i tried to cheer her up earlier but it just didn't work . 
Suddenly this happened , and she posted all those stuffs on fb . I don't know just where did i go wrong this time . 
Baby please , let me know if i did something to piss you off . Please don't keep me in the dark , yknow i don't like leaving things hanging . 
That's just not me , but we're just being so different right now . Even when you said we'll just act as if nothing happened but still we're different aren't we ? Because deep down we both know something just ain't right . 
Don't keep everything to yourself please Baby , i don't want you to keep on faking and then you'll be hurting yourself . 
Hais )': 
I just hope that thing's will get better soon ): I'm out . Bye .

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